Tracks

01. Knives
02. Screamager
03. Hellbelly
04. Stop It You're Killing Me
05. Nowhere
06. Die Laughing
07. Unbeliever
08. Trigger Inside
09. Lunacy Booth
10. Isolation
11. Turn
12. Femtex
13. Unrequited
14. Brainsaw



01. Knives

My girlfriend says that I need help
My boyfriend says I'd be better off dead

I'm gonna get drunk
Come round and fuck you up
I'm gonna get drunk
Come round and fuck you up

And you can't help my life
But you can hide the knives

My girlfriend says that I'm confused
My boyfriend says that I'm bad news

All people are shit
Bad trip tattooed on my brain
All people are shit
Bad trip tattooed on my brain

And you can't help my life
But you can hide

I wanna crawl up inside you and die
I wanna crawl up inside you and die
I wanna crawl up inside you and die
I wanna crawl up inside you and die

And you can't help my life (And you can't help my life)
But you can hide (And you can hide the knives)
And you can't help my life (And you can't help my life)
And you can hide the knives (But you can hide)


02. Screamager

With a face like this I won't break any hearts
And thinking like that I won't make any friends

Screw that
Forget about that
I don't want to think about anything like that

Screw that
Forget about that
I don't want to know about anything like that

I've got nothing to do, but hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do, but hang around and get screwed up on you

Your beauty makes me feel alone
I look inside but no one's home

Screw that
Forget about that
I don't want to think about anything like that

Screw that
Forget about that
I don't want to know about anything like that

I've got nothing to do,
But hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do,
But hang around and get screwed up on you

I've got nothing to do,
But hang around and get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do, but hang around
And get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do, but hang around
And get screwed up on you
I've got nothing to do,
But hang around and get screwed up on you

But get screwed up on you
But get screwed up on you


03. Hellbelly

I'm not afraid to die
I'm just scared of going to hell
Your car salesman smile says it all
You just wanna be

Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering

Old, twisted and white
Dead crow on a fence is your style
You play with your kids, says it all
You just wanna be

Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering

Fire, fire, fire (hell)
Fire, fire, fire (hell)
Fire, fire, fire (hell)
Fire, fire, fire (hell)

You're a tin God
Take a look at those gaps in your palms
Gimme me those nails
Bang them in, bang them in

Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering
Jesus without the suffering


04. Stop It You're Killing Me

The world is fucked, and so am I
Maybe it's the other way round, I can't seem to decide
Domestic refugees sink in the same boat as me
We suffer alone and these days I don't wanna go home

Idiots authority
Promising equality
So where is the land of the free?
Stop it you're killing me

Love is for the weak, or so you'd have me believe
The thought's killing me, no body but a head O.D.
Don't know what's worse, the loss of death or the gain of birth
I try to understand, I can't accept just what I am

Idiots authority
Promising equality
So where is the land of the free?
Stop it you're killing me

I'm leaving on a train that's six miles down
Can't feel no pain, can't feel you now
When you drift away I'm singing: "On my way I'm telling you"
I can hear you coming to, I can see you pushing through
Tell me can you see the, can you feel the rain

Idiots authority
Promising equality
So where is the land of the free?
Stop it you're killing me

Idiots authority
Promising equality
So where is the land of the free?
Stop it you're killing me


05. Nowhere

Heaven kicked you out
You wouldn't wear a tie
Staring at some pictures by yourself
At something that you want to have but will never get

Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere

You get drunk every night
You can't get drunk on life
Shouting at the world you'll never change
But it's what's inside you've got to rearrange

Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere

Heaven kicked you out
Heaven kicked you out

Making up for what you never had
Losing every single thing you've ever had

Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere
Going nowhere


06. Die Laughing

Gimme something to breathe
Give me a reason to live
Close your eyes and see
What you have inside

I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane

Now the dream is gone
And your friends just tell you lies
Then you realise
You're gonna die anyway

I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane

Lost in a world with no reality
I'm frightened to move
I'm frightened to speak
And I will kill for a good night's sleep
I'm feeling, I'm feeling dead, dead, dead, dead

I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane, I can't remember my own name
I think I've gone insane

I can't remember
I can't remember
I can't remember
I can't remember


07. Unbeliever

Don't belong in this world or the next one
Wasting every day to my own end
Feeling awkward, feeling clumsy, hating
Everything I've ever done before

Then you leave me, like the others
Leave me too much time on my own
On my own
On my own
On my own

Had enough of reinventing memories
Living in the shadow of your charm
The shrapnel of your insults buried deeper
Than confidence can ever overcome

Then you leave me, like the others
Leave me too much time on my own
On my own
On my own
I'm on my own

Choking on anticipation waiting
On you to say something to bring me back
All I want's a trace of recognition
Your silence is as heavy as my eyes

Then you leave me, like the others
Leave me too much time on my own
On my own
On my own
On my own
I'm on my own
On my own
On my own
On my own


08. Trigger Inside

Here comes a girl with perfect teeth
I bet she won't be smiling at me
I know how Jeffry Dahmer feels
(Lonely, lonely)

I was awkward as a child
Blueprint for my wretched life
Confidence I've been denied
(Lonely, lonely)

Something in my head
It won't switch off when I'm alone

I got a trigger inside, I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside, I get the feeling I've been cheated
I got a trigger inside, I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside, I get the feeling I've been cheated

My hands are shaking, my head's a mess
Trying to wring some words from my breath
I die before you, you're not impressed
(Lonely, lonely)

I look uglier when I cry
Want to punch that look from your life
One in the eye for the beautiful people
(Lonely, lonely)

Something in my head
It won't switch off when I'm alone

I got a trigger inside, I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside, I get the feeling I've been cheated
I got a trigger inside, I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside, I get the feeling I've been cheated

I got a trigger inside, I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside, I get the feeling I've been cheated
I got a trigger inside, I got a trigger inside
I got a trigger inside, I get the feeling I've been cheated

Cheated, cheated, cheated


09. Lunacy Booth

Reveal yourself to me like cheap pornography
Picking at my guilt with promises of hell

(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know
(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know
(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know
(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know

Glad my mirror's broken, my image is a burden
I want to lose myself in the coming of the Lord

(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know
(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know
(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know
(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know

Reveal yourself to me (I wanna lose myself)
Reveal yourself to me (I wanna lose myself)
Reveal yourself to me (I wanna lose myself)
Reveal yourself to me (I wanna lose)

(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know
(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know
(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know
(Christ) sin (revealed)

(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know
(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know
(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know
(Christ) sin (revealed), it's all that you know

You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me
You're just the same as me


10. Isolation

Every evening, every day
Calling for love that's from above
Everyone wanting it for real
Expecting devotion and love

Isolation, isolation
Isolation, isolation

Surrender to self preservation
And others who cannot themselves
Life has been touched to perfection
A face is like anything else

Isolation, isolation
Isolation, isolation

Mother I tried, do believe me
I'm doing the best things that I can
I'm ashamed of the things that I've been put through
I'm ashamed of the person who I am
But if you could just see the beauty
These things I could never describe
Pleasurable ways of distraction
This is my wanting cry
Isolation, isolation

Isolation, isolation
Isolation, isolation
Isolation, isolation
Isolation, isolation
Isolation


11. Turn

Turn and face the strange
The door is open, you're awake
You're storming heaven without thought
You're storming heaven without God

Remember, I know where you live
And I know you're on your own
I may forget, I don't forgive
I'm always home

You turn and face the strange
You turn and face yourself

I know when you lie
The brightness darkens in your eyes
This is yours to take control
This is yours, now hold your own

Remember, I know where you live
And I know you're on your own
I may forget, I don't forgive
I'm always home

You turn and face the strange
You turn and face yourself

Barging into the presence of God
Barging into the presence of God
Barging into the presence of God
Barging into the presence of God

(You turn) Barging into the presence of God
(You turn) Barging into the presence of God
(You turn) Barging into the presence of God
(You turn) Barging into the presence of God
(You turn) Barging into the presence of God


12. Femtex

Masturbation saved my life
I was nervous as a child
You were someone out of my hand
Couldn't understand or have

She's not trying to catch your eye
She's just trying to get a life
He feels weak when she is strong
Feeling threatened when he's wrong

Femination generation
Femination generation

Do you want a fuck?
Do you want a friend?
Do you want sex?
Do you want revenge?
You never make love with a smile on your face
Punished with love and rewarded with hate

Femination generation
Femination generation

Femination generation
Femination generation

Femination
(I'm just with you, that will never mean that I'm just for you)
Generation
(I'm just with you, that will never mean that I'm just for you)
Femination
(I'm just with you, that will never mean that I'm just for you)
Generation
(I'm just with you)


13. Unrequited

Don't wake me
I'm so empty

I, I, I tried
I'm sorry

I've seen you without me
I've seen you without me

You can say what you want

I've seen you without me
I've seen you without me
I've seen you without me (I know that you'll understand)
I've seen you without me (I know that you'll understand)


14. Brainsaw

Judas, judas, I thought you were my friend
Judas, judas, you're just the same as them

I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone

Liar, liar, you said you'd stay with me
Liar, liar, laughing as you leave

I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone

I thought you were my friend
You're just the same as the rest
I thought you were my friend
You're just the same as the rest

User, user, you sucked it all from me
User, user, your bullshit I believed

I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone
I'm in hell and I'm alone