Tracks

02. Diane
03. Left Behind
04. Bear The Cross
05. A Dead Heavy Day
06. Me Myself And I
07. X
08. Human-Compost
09. The Days Between
10. Hatelove
11. Low Life
12. Only You Can Tear Me Apart



02. Diane

Music & lyrics by Laihiala
I see you're shaking your ass on your slut-athon
Still too fat to be fucked but hey keep going on
You've painted your eyes and your scars all black
Denying what you are, what you are

You've crossed the line, there's no turning back
With your wet cow-eyes you wave the "fuck me" flag
Sucking the fingers pointed at you
Denying what you are

You say: See you on the other side
What the hell is this other side?

Diane - Tell me is your hell freezing over?
Diane - Is the hunt finally over?

Drop dead gorgeous is what you're not
Two tits and a hole is all that you've got
You search for a heartbeat amid the dead
Becoming what they are, what they are

Open your eyes and see you're lying on a bed
Aching all over as you've fucked with the dead
Tears run down your (s)cum-stained face
You are what you are

You say: See you on the other side
What the hell is this other side?

Diane - Tell me is your hell freezing over?
Diane - Is the hunt finally over?
Diane - Tell me what is behind those eyes?
Diane - Is life regrets and lies?

[Solo]

Diane - Tell me is your hell freezing over?
Diane - Is the hunt finally over?
Diane - Tell me what is behind those eyes?
Diane - Is life regrets and lies?


03. Left Behind

Music by Markus
Lyrics by Laihiala
I am closing
Shutting down this need so vain
For this time around
I won't live the past again

I have chosen
To leave your trap so far behind
To bury your face
I have failed but not this time

Then I feel you slashing to me

I am the one you tried to leave behind
I am the guilt you'll always feel
(Taste the pain)
Just pour me in and face the rain again
(Face the pain)
And I will take you to the end

I'm inhaling
The scent of everything I've done
To bury disgrace
Is to pull the trigger
I am done

Then I feel you slashing through me

I am the one you tried to leave behind
I am the guilt you'll always feel
(Taste the pain)
Just pour me in and face the rain again
(Face the pain)
And I will take you to the end

[Solo]

Then I feel you slashing through me

I am the one you tried to leave behind
I am the guilt you'll always feel
(Taste the pain)
Just pour me in and face the rain again
(Face the pain)
And I will take you to the end
Just pour me in and face the rain again
(Face the pain)
And I will take you to the end...


04. Bear The Cross

Music & lyrics by Laihiala
Lame spirits beaten by this love
Countless times have given in, surrendered
Worthlessness weighs heavy on the hearts
And pleas for life to wake up seem to echo in vain
And slowly we bury our pain

Bear this cross for the rest of our time
With trust forsaking us - Blame is breaking us
Is this all truly worth of our lies?
Together we stand alone

Bear this cross for the rest of these lives
We both know we're coming back - Yes, we're coming back
Is this all truly worth of our cries?
Together we die alone

Moaning in this pseudo-happiness
Where the shit stained teeth fake a smile
Keeping everything locked within
When true tears are reliving
And the warmth of an embrace not a threat
And slowly we bury our dead

Bear this cross for the rest of our time
With trust forsaking us - Blame is breaking us
Is this all truly worth of our lies?
Together we stand alone

Bear this cross for the rest of these lives
We both know we're coming back - Yes, we're coming back
Is this all truly worth of our cries?
Together we die alone

[Solo]

Bear this cross for the rest of our time...

Bear this cross for the rest of our time
With trust forsaking us - Blame is breaking us
Is this all truly worth of our lies?
Together we stand alone

Bear this cross for the rest of these lives
We both know we're coming back - Yes, we're coming back
Is this all truly worth of our cries?
Together we die alone


05. A Dead Heavy Day

Music by Markus
Lyrics by Laihiala
When two becomes one... Life pulls a gun
Many turns to none
Devotion and sharing... Loving and caring
Then it all disappears
It holds onto our fears

And we just want to disappear
Hold our breath right here united in our misery
Torn in the claws of fear
End it all right here inside our bitter agony

When there's nothing there... That we can bear
Just lay beside me here
Indifference prevailing... We fell and we gave in
As it all disappeared
It holds onto our fears

And we just want to disappear
Hold our breath right here united in our misery
Torn in the claws of fear
End it all right here inside our bitter agony


06. Me Myself And I

Music & lyrics by Laihiala
Enough about you, let's talk about me
My ego refuses to hear or see
To be distressed by your reality

Don't give a fuck about you, it's all about me
I know I control the struggle to be pseudo-free
To keep loss at arms' length
To make you bow and bend

So come and get me babe
Come invade my mind
Chew and tell me what my shit tastes like

So come and take me babe
Are you of my kind?
Laughing in denial when the end is nigh

Enough about you, let's talk about me
My disastrous lies will make you bleed for me
And I will lure you into my reality

Don't give a fuck about you, it's all about me
For I am the big star and you're just a wanna-be
Wanna be with me
Keep your love at arms' length
Can't make me bow and bend

So come and get me babe
Come invade my mind
Chew and tell me what my shit tastes like

So come and take me babe
Are you of my kind?
Laughing in denial when the end is nigh

[Solo]

So come and get me babe
Come invade my mind
Chew and tell me what my shit tastes like

So come and take me babe
Are you of my kind?
Laughing in denial when the end is nigh

So come and get me babe
Come invade my mind
Chew and tell me what my shit tastes like

So come and take me babe
Are you of my kind?
Laughing in denial when the end is nigh


07. X

Music & lyrics by Laihiala
'Twas stone on my tongue
So how did I expect you to understand
Conceit grown too strong
True love an excuse to submit, to demand

Please take my hand
And kill the sickness within me
I'm sure that you can
Not sure that you can

Did death do us apart?
Well, to us now we're truly dead
Oh, suffer my heart
As our funeral still lives in my head

Please stay away
And leave the sickness within me
I'm sure that you'll stay away
Dead sure that you'll stay

When you hear this song
Everything's gone
And when you hear this song
You know you must bear along
Or are you playing the part
As if your heart's forgotten?
Entire, unscarred

What a perfect disaster
Absorbing shit from left to right
But making love we did master
That constant battle our primal fight

Please touch again
And awake the sickness within me
Touch me again dear
Come, touch me again

When you hear this song
Everything's gone
And when you hear this song
You know you must bear along
Or are you playing the part
As if your heart's forgotten?
Entire, unscarred

[Solo]

When you hear this song
Everything's gone
And when you hear this song
You know you must bear along
Or are you playing the part
As if your heart's forgotten?
Entire, unscarred

When you hear this song
Everything's gone
And when you bear this song
You know you must sing along
Is this not true?
From me to you
I know you can feel it too


08. Human-Compost

Music & lyrics by Laihiala
I'm surrounded by sub-entity
I knew it would happen
Figure in black would take me into the shades
Six-feet under and it's hard to breath
I knew it would end here
Sheep in wolf's clothing entombed in waste
Today I wish I'd have a gun

Gasping for air I'm rotting all alone
Just how I wanted
With Karma's blades carving my flesh to bone
I am reaping everything I've sown
The filth I have planted
And digging south towards the great unknown
Oh yes I wish I'd have a gun

Been playing the bitter game
With the leeches sucking blood out from my veins
With hook in mouth I've gone astray
Been shovelling shit in vain
From grave to grave burying myself
Just one last death before I go to hell

Here I lie my shovel next to me
Still squeezing the handle
There are many like it but this one's mine
Hole after hole it's suffered 'cause of me
Growing the anger
With contempt and loathing over all that is I
Somebody please give me a gun

Been playing the bitter game
With the leeches sucking blood out from my veins
With hook in mouth I've gone astray
Been shovelling shit in vain
From grave to grave burying myself
Just one last death before I go to hell

Human-compost I am
Human-compost I am
Human-compost I am
Human-compost I am
I am!

[Solo]

Somebody please give me a...
Somebody please give me a gun

Been playing the bitter game
With the leeches sucking blood out from my veins
With hook in mouth I've gone astray
Been shovelling shit in vain
From grave to grave burying myself
Just one last death before I go to hell


09. The Days Between

Music & lyrics by Laihiala
This muting numbness
Is far from the peace I am searching
Just a twisted silence - Weird tranquillity
An uncomfortable heartless kiss
Is what you left me in darling
Your twisted violence - Cold audacity

I hate these days between
Life and death
Cannot feel the warmth of your embrace
There is nothing left of me
Take these days between
And lay 'em to rest eternally
And let the memory of your face
Be just another stranger to me

This soothing numbness
Is not exactly what I am searching
This pitch-black silence - Deathlike tranquillity
An uncomfortable heartless bliss
Is where you left me in darling
But you are forgiven
You are forgiven because, because...

I love these days between
Life and death
Can not feel the warmth of your embrace
There is nothing left of me
Take these days between
And lay 'em to rest eternally
And let the memory of your face
Be just another stranger to me

I don't want to miss you
I don't want to miss you
I don't want to miss you
I don't want to miss you love
I don't want to miss you love

I hate these days between
Life and death
Cannot feel the warmth of your embrace
There is nothing left of me
Take these days between
And lay 'em to rest eternally
And let the memory of your face
Be just another stranger to me


10. Hatelove

Music by Markus
Lyrics by Laihiala
Hand in hand, a gun in hand
Ready to shoot down a promise again
Tempting lips, burnt fingertips
Ready to tell another lie once again

Hand in hand, a chunk in hand
Ready to take another bite once again
Swollen lips, swaying hips
Able to whisper a lie once again

Floating down this river of shit with you
Can't you see that I am so full of it
And I know you're too

It takes two to play this sick game
Two going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words roll out in vain
Looking for something to blame
Don't you think that enough is already said?

We play this sick game while going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words come out in vain
Looking for someone to blame
Don't you think that too much is already dead?

Hand in hand, a gun in hand
Ready to kill another promise again
Tempting lips, burnt fingertips
Ready to yell another lie once again

Floating down this river of shit with you
Can't you see that I am so full of it
But fuck you too!

It takes two to play this sick game
Two going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words roll out in vain
Looking for something to blame
Don't you think that enough is already said?

We play this sick game while going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words come out in vain
Looking for someone to blame
Don't you think that too much is already dead?

[Solo]

It takes two to play this sick game
Two going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words roll out in vain
Looking for something to blame
Don't you think that enough is already said?

We play this sick game
While going insane
So tight is the noose around our necks
Words come out in vain
Looking for someone to blame
Don't you think that too much is already dead?


11. Low Life

Music & lyrics by Laihiala
Drool rums down from my mouth again
Low-life I've killed myself again
Time is running out too fast for me
Living in lie is just too much for me
The next day dawns dead

Off with my head
And the circle begins again
No place left to somber
Not a single rock I can crawl under

Never again or forevermore
Self deception calls
This heavy lead, full bottle
The crawl along the floor

This is the end I won't take anymore
Again the weak one falls
Straight ahead, full throttle
Smashed against the wall

I can see that you don't get it
It eats you alive if you let it

That's what I've done
No place left to run
Not a single rock I can crawl under

Never again or forevermore
Self deception calls
This heavy lead, full bottle
The crawl along the floor

This is the end I won't take anymore
Again the weak one falls
Straight ahead, full throttle
Smashed against the wall

[Solo]

Never again or forevermore
Self deception calls
This heavy lead, full bottle
The crawl along the floor

This is the end I won't take anymore
Again the weak one falls
Straight ahead, full throttle
Smashed against the wall

Never again or forevermore
Self deception calls
This heavy lead, full bottle
The crawl along the floor

This is the end I won't take anymore
Again the weak one falls
Straight ahead, full throttle
Smashed against the wall


12. Only You Can Tear Me Apart

Music & lyrics by Laihiala
Drop a word and I shake
That one look and I break down
And then you bury the dead again

Could you ever forgive?
When I let in the lies to give you faith
Please don't raise the dead again

Are we reaching the end?
The shortest straw's been pulled
And can't be bent no more
But it ain't over yet

Don't turn away
Listen to me - These words I say to you
It ain't over yet
It ain't over yet

Cut me down to size
Only you can tear me apart
No lies being told tonight
Love me down to size
Even though I broke your heart
Come ravishing over me

Please believe, this heart is open wide
I'm sick and tired of lying
So step inside - I won't hide
No more

Please believe, this heart is true tonight
I know you're sick and tired of trying
But you are the one
You are the one

[Solo]

Cut me down to size
Only you can tear me apart
No lies being told tonight
Love me down to size
Even though I broke your heart
Come ravishing over me

[Solo]