Lying there in a small crib
Naked and innocent
Just loosing my virginity
Only four years old
A menacing man above me
He's my own father!

My legs and arms are limp
Crushed by confusion
Lascivious eyes stare at me
I've never seen before
Musty smell in the air
Diffusing body odor

Feeling like a pig ravished and abused
Praying for my god
The old man with the long white beard

A hurting abdomen, a grieved soul
Tears are running from my eyes
I don't know what's going on
Cries, screams of despair
Fathers slaps in my face
"Shut up little cunt"

Feeling like a pig
Ravished and abused
Praying for my god
The old man with the long white beard

Satisfaction - father is groaning
Humiliation - treated like a shitheap
Observation - my brain is empty
Anxiety - father, never do it again!
Atrocity -fear in my eyes
Inbreeding - my body is deseased
Shame - mother won't be told
Some human beings are repulsive animals

After a while - the pain is over
Disgusting - full of serous mucus
Genitals - blood runs from my legs
An ugly smile - my father leaves the room
Misery - I'm feeling sick
Depression - I clasp Teddy in my arms
Loneliness - nobody who helps
Some human beings are repulsive animals

First you tried to repress
Then you established:
This nightmare will ever be
Deep in your subconscious

Ten more summers pleased the land
Ten more winters numbed the landscape

Time is running quickly
But in my brain a terrible dream never ends
I try to escape from my past
I'm damned to suffer a whole life!

Life is a long and silent river

She grows up - shy, alone and sad
Other kids - kept away from her
Her mother - was divorced long ago
No more love - only alcohol

Life is a long and silent river

No real friends - for the little girl
Nobody understands - what's wrong with her
Her classmates - cheat her all the time
The silent girl - is discriminated against

Life is a long and silent river

People are shouting at me
"You stupid girl!
How strange you are - never spoke!"
I try to escape from my past
I'm damned to suffer a whole life!

I meet a girl - she seems ok
She wants to show me all her friends

But what I can see - I known before
Their red eyes - the same as my Ma's!

The invite me to drink and to take some pills
"You should smoke a pot of hash, too!"
I try to refuse but I wanna integrate
"Don't be a coward - just become our friend!"

"YOU!"
"Just become our friend!"
"TRY!"
"Then you feel like us!"
"TO BE!"
"Without any sorrows!"
"FREE!"
"Without any restraint!"

I want to know these miracle drugs
I want to taste the feelings of them

Beautiful things - in her mind
Thousands of colors - wonderful sounds

Give me some more!

This is your first step to your death!

Here I got it in my hands
The stuff which creates dreams
So I smoke it, I consume it
to get free, to feel well

I will be in sweet dreams
I will be stoned again

You feel it deep inside
Is it wrong or is it right?
All the things that you feel
Are not true are not real

Life is easy, life is carefree
Hallucinations!

Fuck reality, now I'm free
Doing what I want, only having fun
So I smoke it, I consume it
To get free, to feel well

Life is easy, life is carefree
Hallucinations!

I'm flying over, I think clear
Being suspended, heave is near
...Or is it hell?

No one can stop me, this is my time
Be careful, guys, here comes me
self-confident, you will see

The drug inside me, gives me energy
Gives me power, let me win
No more failures, the world is mine!

I will be in sweet dreams

All the things that you feel
Are not true, are not real

Life is easy, life is carefree
Hallucinations!

I left cocaine - going insane
my first time - I want to try

I lock the door - I'm really sure
Now I'm alone - the needle in my skin

Defeated intellect - I lost my mind
I know all dangers - but I need more
I inject - now it's too late
Fantastic feelings - coming to ecstasy

Lying in the room - she closes her eyes
Fast raving blood - in her veins
Falling apart - total dilirium
Point of no return - shall overcome

There is no serious reason
To give up my decision
I live my life today
I give a shit on any corollary

Step by step you go on,
leave your life in death's hand

Your body is shaking, freezing, perspiring
Opening your eyes, having reveries
Walls look like ice, cold and glinting
The shining sun, reflected lights
Senseless thoughts, nameless words
You cannot act, you have no will
Controlled by poison, suddenly you scream
Father returns: "Get on your knees!"

Breathing heavily - oppressive atmosphere
Whispering voices - in your ears
Having red eyeballs - and a dry tongue
attack of giddiness - head is going round

People on the street - walk, rush and speak
Eat, drink, consume - money takes control

They don't care - about you
No time to think - no help for you

In the dark night, pleasures arise
Searching for lust, thirst for sex
The oldest business, in this world
Shows itself, a whole night long

She stands here - waiting for - another John
One more night - it doesn't count - anyway
No way out - a stranded girl - in red light
Expensive stuff - let you work - at this place

Seductive syringe

Those old false friends - they're gone - left her alone
A big car stops - an old man inside - ugly and fat
"How much is it?" - "I'm rich" - "So let's go!"
The next morning - you'll buy - another ration

Having no hope - my time is timeless
Worthless bulk - only for earning money
Used to be - a MANhandled person
Lost the pride - of a lighthearted girl

Seductive syringe
Abyss of Addiction
ABYSS OF ADDICTION!

"You are here again
At this wicked place
Men look at you
They want to pay the price"
Somebody speaks to you
He wants to set you free
He wants to be your real friend
"It's time for you to leave"

He is an addict, too
He needs the same help
Both have the same aim
To escape from this hell
After a few years
They want to come together
Make a withdrawal treatment
And encourage each other:

Hold out to the end
Resist ...and live

After midnight you hear screams
Addicted bodies wnat their rations
Painful days, sleepless nights
Always greedy of more pills, of more pills

Take care of your life

After one week without H
They're thinkning it's all over
Having new hope and courage
Time to leave their dirty flat, dirty flat!

One new man is born
One new girl is born
Death can wait for them
Now they wanna live!
Full of happiness
Both are careless
Going out of the flat
To walk down the streets

She reads the newspaper of today
Another guy died by an overdose
But new victims are ready to die
Smiling faces of the big bosses
These rich, powerful, common men
Making business, dealing death
She is shocked by reality
He is going out with "old friends"

Late in the night
The girl is coming home
After closing the door
She looks to the ground
The boy is lying there
One paper in the hand:
"I couldn't still resist
But you must go on:

Hold out to the end
Resist ...and live!"

Hold out!

Shuddering night, empty strets, a cat cries
a barking dog, one little girl
on her way to eternity

In her hand, a plastic bag, one cigarette
To calm down, a sad face
Lost her friend, her hopefulness

Eyes full of tears, but have no fear, no hope
Senseless life, no escape
Only white powder, which could help

Arteries are craving, head is exploding
Thoughts are running, hands are shivring
Nerves go crazy, stomach is vibrating

A gloomy station, one toilet room
Ugly smell, dirty walls
Drunken men, horrible sluts
Hey, little girl, go away!

A candle is burning, to cook the stuff
The spoon is filled, with deadly fluid
Syringe is fixed, to shoot inside

In her young flesh
The neal forces one's way
The poison spreads in blood
Runs from body in head
Pain ache let you suffer
Drug creates a horror trip
You see disturbing visions
You go out of your mind

Shuddering night, empty strets, a cat cries
a barking dog, one little girl
on her way to eternity

On the ground, this little girl, one syringe
Full of smut, cold body
Lost all love, in her world

You wanted, to stop it, forget it
It should be, your last time
You want to do, then to finish

Last temptation ends one life
But who cares? But who cries?

Still being of Nobble Birth
Though having Oppressed the Earth
Being better off than all
Contrasting with the rabble
Still crowning each other
Insisting on the old manners
Celebrating splendid feasts
Representation of the states

Blue Blood Nobility
Resist High Society !!!

Living in Gorgeos world
Having money and much gold
Stories in the gossip column
Showing up in a high position
Still possessing power and might
Being proud of their descent
Supported by the media
The blind crowds cheer them

Blue Blood Nobility
Resist High Society !!!

Pride - Class - Hatred - Opalance - Arrogance
Take their jewels and their gold
Occupy their castles
Seize their landed property
Drive aristocrates away
Residing in a palace
Wearing expensive clothes
Peoples should be fascinated
But appearances are deceptive
Lies - Pulling Your Mind - Sham - Cheat

Blue Blood Nobility
Resist High Society !!!

The Earth has suffered since the day
As mankind went insane
Children are playing on infected grounds
Fish and birds are shooed out of their areas

When the fire burns over the seas
Polluted water, polluted air
Dying animals everywhere
Day by day more devastation
Politicians have senseless discussions

When the fire burns over the seas
Chemicals destroy the whole nature
Radiactive waste becomes a threat
Dying forests and cancer are the consequence
Isn't there anything we can do?

When the fire burns over the seas

over the world !!!

Humans lost humanity
Feelings are dead
The world is one machinery

Humans lost humanity
Success dominates
Without regard to casualties

You're one link in a big chain
Without success you're nothing
The individual doesn't count
Profit is more important than a man
People are dying from starvation
On a price policy destroys tons of food

Humans lost humanity
Feeling are dead
The world is one machinery

Humans lost humanity
Success dominates
Without regard to casualties

You're a product of society
Controlled by the stress of working
No love for little children
No care for old peoples
Daily round kills all feelings
Parents maltreat and rape their children
More psychopats and sexual crimes
Ecocide cause of economic growth
Some people take refuge in drugs
And love is for sale
More weapons for more senseless wars
Some people taugh while world suffers