Like the autumn leaves I fall down with my sun
I see a beautiful dream of you and me
As we go together on street of autumn leaves

I woke up wet clothes on
Frozen swan I am
The doors are closed, no-one there
They don't see, that someone is missing

And the cold wind blows so hard
Loneliness tears me apart
I walk alone like I used to do
I was made only for you

Black bird flies over me
I'm lying on the cold ground and
I'm watching the clouds go by
The autumn brings everything that I...

They say you gave up
When you made your choice
But I was the only one you woke up
When you got your freedom
Wanna get mine too

It is always so windy here
Cold wind blows so hard, through my heart
Children are flying against stonewalls making holes
The holes are the memory trace of our time

And the cold wind blows so hard
Loneliness tears me apart
I walk alone like I used to do
I was made only for you

I hide from myself
I close my eyes to be free
I always take care of others
But who will take care of me

Mentally raped by loved ones
Used and thrown away

Racing against time
How can I set free my mind
Or is my life just a lie?

This load has become too heavy
There's just too much to see
Life turns into a broken ship
This time it's drowning me

Racing against time
How can I set free my mind
Or is my life just a lie?

Senses blinded long gone
Completely dull today

Racing against time
How will I ease my mind
Is this life just a lie

Two letter word
Three times in a row
Little whispers in the dark
For no-one to know

Liquid fire inside these veins
Revealing the pleasures your body contains
Oh how my soul devours my flesh
This burning within afresh

Taste of absinthe on your lips
Serpent's tongue in angel's kiss
One intoxicating lie
Will be my last wish

Liquid fire inside these veins
Revealing the pleasures your body contains
Oh how my soul devours my flesh
This burning within afresh

Clenching my fists, sinking nails to the flesh
Giving up all I possess
Phantom pain in whirling mist
In this void nothing exists

So easy to sell your soul away
So easy to set your goals yet astray

Sold truth for the meek
Religious and weak
Can't find myself within your faith so bleak
So easy for me to hate
Shackles so fragile made

I recognize this branding
Marked for life and beyond
Where were you before
Wandering on this same lane
Can't recognize you anymore
Obscure and vain

Things are not so easy anymore
We have to lose them all
After all the lies we've been through
The hardest part is stand behind the truth
Who's it gonna be? You or me?
Are you gonna end up your misery?

Watching the sun go down
When I'm crawling on the ground
Searching for a place to hide
I killed the love and all the good things died
It's time for me to walk away
Fade to black, fall in misery
Your form is light, my way goes down
Close to the darkness and emptiness

My poison is running from me to you
This is the way the sun loves the moon
So take this gift and close it into your heart
After the long night it will tear you apart
We both suffer from this pain
And this whole thing is making us insane

Sorrow lights the candles in your room
When you are sleeping
You touch yourself like I used to do
Wishing it was me

You hope this dream would never end
Because you want to be with me
Flame of your heart is still clean
But you hide for something

I'm like a swaying tree
You are the sleeping ground

This is the day when you are running on the fields
You are crashing all beautiful down
Just close your eyes and wish all to fade away
Cause you will leave the world today (with me)

So candles burn out
You are alone with your dream
Your soul flies over the sea
It wants to feel the wind

I try to help you, come with me
In to the land of beautiful dream
I still miss your touch and kiss
'Cause you still belong to me

Shallow light, too weak to cast my shadow
Small hours for a small soul
This moment is not our own
Hear the words beyond control
Wandering without goal

All this I give to you
All I made, broken too soon

Some things should stay hidden
Too cruel to read, too dreadful to be written
Words for feelings forbidden
All my feelings overridden

All this I give to you
All I made, broken too soon

Morning light, casting our shadows
This path getting so narrow
Still we have to go on
To the gallows
Nothing else this love allows

All this I give to you
All I made, broken too soon

I run alone in the dark
Through childhood dreams
I still remember the gentle touch

Timidity is a gift
I have learned on my way here
Thousand faces, one is the right
The one is not here

I'm sitting alone
Missing you but you are not the one I love

Are you alone?
Are you missing me?
The love you never reached

The moon reflects your light on me
My sun you shine only for me
Without you I wonder alone in the dark
Without seeing the light of a day

I'm sitting alone
Missing you but you are not the one I love

Last echoes of your voice revert
I'm paralyzed and inert
On my knees here in desert
Dead from inside, still I hurt

Last echoes of your voice revert
I'm paralyzed and inert

Moralizing, I face your scowl
Deep within, foul my soul
No rest for the wicked, must crawl on
Save your scorn, I will be gone by the dawn

Dead but walking, no haven in sight
Breathless yet breathing just malice and spite
She grimaced when heard my sobbing cries
No solace from you, just plain despise

Last echoes of your voice revert
I'm paralyzed and inert

Moralizing, I face your scowl
Deep within, foul my soul
No rest for the wicked, must crawl on
Save your scorn, I will be gone by the dawn

All the things you said to him
They came deep from your heart
The land was frozen and the cold wind was so hard
You still remember the last touch

It was the most beautiful time
The most beautiful time in your life
If you won't ever see him again
He still got the place for you
In his heart

All the beautiful dies when time passes by
If you won't close your heart
Time will heal your every scar

I had dreams when I was child
But they never came true
Where is the child I used to be
Where is the hope and my dreams

It is time when all flowers are dead
Eternal longing fills my heart
She reminds me of the autumn nights
When stars are the bridge in the sky

She walks alone on this empty street
Along this street of dead leaves
Dead roses in her hand
They remind me that nothing lasts forever