Today was the very first day
That I felt alone that I felt it slipping away
Today was the very first time
I toyed with the idea of throwing it all away

Today I felt a scorching flame
Kneel down and obey misery
My ego was thrown in my face
This is the first row in hell

I can not feel, not see the pain
Why can't it stop? What's going on?
Today I was told that I was weak
My only goal was to stay far away from pain
Why can't it stop? What's going on?
All is lost now

Today was the very first day
That I felt alone that I felt it slipping away
Today was the very first time
I toyed with the idea of throwing it all away

Today I felt a scorching flame
Kneel down and obey misery
My ego was thrown in my face
This is the first row in hell

I can not feel, not see the pain
Why can't it stop? What's going on?
Today I was told that I was weak
My only goal was to stay far away from pain
Why can't it stop? What's going on?
All is lost now

I smile and nod my head, I appear to be a decent man
I move through these different worlds
I pretend to take interest in what you say
Why can't you just vanish or die at my command?

I wish I was given a quota, a quota of kills
Internal, internal suicide

I'm the in in sanity, the ab in normal
I've come to terms with the fact that I am
Merely a drop in the dark wide ocean
Insignificant but the ripples I leave are eternal

I wish I was given a quota, a quota of kills
Internal, internal suicide

Everyday I war the face you want me to
I must cage my despise buried deep inside
Everyday I fight to survive yet another day
There is no such thing as compromising

I wish I was given a quota, a quota of kills
Internal, internal suicide

Read my mind, I can't control these feelings
You are no exception - I'm here for killing you
Like a pawn I'm being moved to my destruction
Nothing can stop me

I've got the riffle pointing to you forehead
And I pull the trigger
The panic in your eyes are ignored by my mind
I can't understand what I have done

Weep again
I promised you, to meet with the visitors
I'll take you to the Others
The Others will come
The Others will come

The demons - the Others
They are your - your masters
You're enslaved with - with the others
You're bound to - to the hatred

You're cold you find it hard to breathe
Your pulse is getting weaker for each and every second
You are insecure and afraid to die
Die now...

Read my mind, I can't control these feelings
You are no exception - I'm here for killing you
Like a pawn I'm being moved to my destruction
Nothing can stop me

I've got the riffle pointing to you forehead
And I pull the trigger
The panic in your eyes are ignored by my mind
I can't understand what I have done

Weep again
I promised you, to meet with the visitors
I'll take you to the Others
The Others will come
The Others will come

The demons - the Others
They are your - your masters
You're enslaved with - with the others
You're bound to - to the hatred

Read my mind, I can't control these feelings
You are no exception - I'm here for killing you
Like a pawn I'm being moved to my destruction
Nothing can stop me

I've got the riffle pointing to you forehead
And I pull the trigger
The panic in your eyes are ignored by my mind
I can't understand what I have done

A quest for you and I where we can see the land
This dream for me is closer to reality
We keep in mind it's safe for us to hold our hands
As we begin our journey to the promised land

When this quest has end we will find the truth
There will no place just as our dream-like paradise
Now we just want out but there's no turning back
As we are stuck here in our promised land

We are traveling through a peaceful and calm place
Something tells me we are wrong, why are we here?
Now we just want out but the light has turned to black
And we are stuck here in our promised land

There will be no place just as our dream, just pain

Like a knife I cut through you
With open eyes I behold the light
I feel whole and complete
This dream's untrue

As your soul drifts away I feel pain

I fuck my sins, I await my death
The clouds uncovered the moon
It danced over the trees
As I covered in blood, I pray to my God

Daemon to Daemon

I feast on your guts you fucking whore!

Like a knife slit your veins
With well-shut eyes I behold the dark

I enter thee...

My eyes are turned inwards
I bend my spinal cord
Like countless times before
I am reborn
My body aches
As I fall down to the ground
I've rejoined with the pain

All these emotions, all silent moments
They feel like a thousand razor-blades
Dancing on my skin
I am but one man, insignificant
As one can be
I am Reborn

I flee, I hide
Behind masks I control
What you see when you look at me

I am not the one I was the day before
I am not the one I used to be
I used to be free, I used to be me
I've lost a piece of me to the dark

All these emotions, all silent moments
They feel like a thousand razor-blades
Dancing on my skin
I am but one man, insignificant
As one can be
Reborn

All these emotions, all silent moments
They feel like a thousand razor-blades
Dancing on my skin
I am but one man, insignificant
As one can be
Reborn

The vicious parts of me need to be silenced
So I bathe in pain once again
It's conducted of free will
The price I pay is none compared to the reward

It's way too much to take so every now and then
I slightly open the door of madness
And air some of the pain, it's crucial
It's the one thing that keeps me from going insane

All these emotions, all silent moments
They feel like a thousand razor-blades
Dancing on my skin
I am but one man, insignificant
As one can be
Reborn

All these emotions, all silent moments
They feel like a thousand razor-blades
Dancing on my skin
I am but one man, insignificant
As one can be
I am Reborn

There is a darkness all around
I don't like what I'm turning into, slave obey
There is pain inside
I don't like what it makes me do, slave obey

An impulse travels from my brain to my hand
A moment of hell
Not mine, not mine but yours

I will not bleed, nor die
'Cause I am alive

I cannot see what I've done to you
Bit I'm ashamed of things I wish upon you
I won't disregard my list for your blood
I cannot... I will not, kill myself
I do not like your pain... pain

An impulse travels from my brain to my hand
A moment of hell
Not mine, not mine but yours

I will not bleed, nor die
'Cause I am alive

My hands are red, my mind is blank
Your empty eyes stair at me
In an awful accusing way
Stop, please stop! You saw it coming
I told you, I fucking told you
There was one one way out

I see the past, it's all dark
With a clear trail of blood through time, slay again
I know the future of mine
I just can't shake the urge to kill, so slay again

Tonight I walk the same round
The shadows has left me
the worries are left alone
Tonight I will not look back
'Cause this time I will be, finally free

If there was a god
He would have been me
This is my Black Thirteen
I hold the world in my hands
I mold it like clay
Untouchable unstoppable no remorse
Only me

Come on take my hand let me drain your body
You signed on the dotted line with your blood
I've kept my promises now it's time

Come on walk with me and spin the wheel of fortune
You can use the time to say goodbye
You've seen yourself through my eyes
Rolling the dice

I roll the dice
Be my black thirteen
I roll the dice, play with life, one more time
Be my black thirteen
Time stopped, my blood froze to ice
Be my black thirteen
I took the vacant place and I shall rest
With number thirteen

Come on take my hand let me drain your body
You signed on the dotted line with your blood
I've kept my promises now it's time

Come on take my hand let me drain your body
You signed on the dotted line with your blood
I've kept my promises now it's time

Come on walk with me and spin the wheel of fortune
You can use the time to say goodbye
You've seen yourself through my eyes
Rolling the dice

I roll the dice
Be my black thirteen
I roll the dice, play with life, one more time
Be my black thirteen
Time stopped, my blood froze to ice
Be my black thirteen
I took the vacant place and I shall rest
With number thirteen

Take my life and spare the ones
That live in fear and yet are numb
Take my life and spare the ones
That live in fear and yet are numb
Take my life and spare the ones
That live in fear and yet are numb

I fear for what they are
I'm afraid for what I saw
The pain in me keeps building up inside

Pain and misery, I don't know
Is it all worth it in the end?

[Solo]

They all die - When the armies arrive at dawn
They all die - Creep up inside, eating their way out
Kill me know - Please don't let them get to me

The pain unleashed
Spreads darkness across the sky
The pain unleashed
Brings forth the worst in man
The pain unleashed
Causes humans to fight within
Oh please don't let them get to me

Take my life and spare the ones
That live in fear and yet are numb
Use me as I was your own
And cast some light upon their homes
Break my bones and use my soul
Just leave them be please set them free
Light the torch and spread the word
That my prayer has been heard

They all die - When the armies arrive at dawn
They all die - Creep up inside, eating their way out
They all die - Please don't let them get to me
Kill me now

At my daily visit to the graveyard
Visiting my loved ones grave
Someone was watching me
As I put the flowers next to the stone

She approached me and said it was time
She appeared to be an angel here only for me

[Solo]

I never thought that I would die without saying goodbye
I never thought that I would leave everything behind
I never thought it would be now, I just want to stay
I never thought it would be in such a painful way

I ran away, I tried to forget what I've been told
I could not accept, I never thought of it like this
What? Is this how it's like?

It didn't matter how fast I ran
She was always there, waiting for me
She took up a knife
And started to cut me everywhere

Her eyes were black, full of hate
And I was really scared
She took up a knife
And started to cut me everywhere