01. Reflecting In Solitude
From the eyes which beheld the invisible colours
Stare into the depths of the inner self
The utter LONELINESS
Must go away
...Away to places where silence roars
And where no life has the possibility to grow
As I stared down into the cold depths of blindness
Do I belong here, in centre of these fields?
Any identity do not belong these faces
(They may not even be here)
So much mourning this place has caused
So much hate!
A life among distant shadows
Always one step behind
Every night - Lonelier than the one before
Each day - A mourning
Death has sawn it's seed
A greater SUFFERING than pain itself...
03. Vita Detestabilis
I am a picture of myself
Always somewhere outside aura
And like reflections in the mirror
It shines no more!
Wrapped in the complete NOTHING
The emptiness nature wouldn't share with us
Disgusted by life
Release the blood and submit to freedom!
04. Ren Djävla Ångest
Bitter winds embraces my naked body
With it's eternal charm
I'm forced towards this eternal DARKNESS
With it's eternal pain
For what is the meaning of life?
If not... Suffering
I wonder what's the meaning of this weak existance
If not... Sorrow
When night suddenly appeared during daytime
The angels invited me to enter inside
To find out what originally spawned wolves to nature
And what offered EMPTINESS
Night was created by day;
Day was risen through melancholy
Crying, the uttermost scream for help
Although even the insects wouldn't care
Far away from everything...
06. And Only Silence Remains...
Complete patterns known as shameful
Cut me deeper than...
And collect the twelve daggers of infinity
Follow to my paradise
Fulfill yourself, harass yourself (for me)
And follow to my paradise,
Cut yourself, a productive code to manipulate
And share your pains...