Tracks

01. Soul Messiah
02. Dwelling In Disdain
03. Forsaken
04. What Could Have Been
05. This Truculent Path
06. My Hate Unfolds
07. Misled
08. My Passion //
09. Conflicts
10. // Your Pain



01. Soul Messiah

Sin, sinful, as a sinner I am
Conceived by a jackal
Cunning as a serpent

I'm hiding inside your conscience's parasite
I am the controller
The autocrat of the soul
After me, no turning back
Gaining full soul control
Sin, as a sinner I am
Conceived by a jackal
Cunning as a serpent
I'm hiding inside

Need, needle as I am your neediness
Conquering flesh and bones
I'll be taking over 'till breathing finites
For I am you
I am the controller
The autocrat of the soul
After me, no turning back
Gaining full soul control

Searching for thy partner in distress
My endless journey continues
The end is ending, as there is
Nothing more to take
No more than a shadow now
A splinter of what you used to be
I am the controller
The autocrat of the soul
After me, no turning back
Gaining full soul control
Need, needle, as I am your neediness

Conquering flesh and bones
I'll be taking over 'till breathing finites

For I am you


02. Dwelling In Disdain

Seeing you simper awakes the
Gloomy part inside of me
It's making me shiver sickening
Self-complacency
Dwelling in disdain
You keep on turning back at me
Just a matter of time before I'll
Show you that my hate's sincere

Your contempt is really choking me
Better step aside
Awaiting patiently, our moment will appear
This detailed script before my eyes
As long as it takes
I'll be re-reading
Re-reading it every night
Dwelling in disdain
You keep on turning back at me
Seeing you simper awakes the
Gloomy part inside of me
It's making me shiver sickening
Self-complacency
Awaiting patiently, our moment will appear

This detailed script before my eyes
As long as it takes I'll be re-reading

Re-reading it every night
Dwelling in disdain
You keep on turning back at me

How I try to turn away
It seems you're the next in line


03. Forsaken

Prisoner of my own thoughts
Of what I think to see
Stinging eyes but I don't know where
Desperation is complete
Invisible voices whispering feeding the chameleon in me
Colliding, forsaking myself wandering
Between these identities

Days and nights passing painfully slow
Insomnia reality
This ceaseless crying of the hunted

It is now fucking chilling me
Desolation taking it's toll
Constantly looking left, right and behind
Spinning round and round and round
My mind is fully redefined

Invisible voices whispering feeding
The chameleon in me
Colliding, forsaking myself wandering
Between these identities
I'm captured in a dismal world with my own lies

Without an end to reach
Crawling for shelter intoxicated
Nothing I can trust
And nothing is what it seems to be
I'm captured in a dismal world
Within my own fucking lies
I'm captured in a dismal world within my own lies
And without an end to reach

Crawling for shelter intoxicated
Nothing I can trust
And nothing is what it seems to be
Prisoner of my own thoughts
Of what I think to see
Stinging eyes but don't know where
Desperation is complete
Invisible voices whispering feeding
The chameleon in me
Colliding, forsaking myself wandering
Between these identities
Days and nights passing painfully slow
Insomnia reality
This ceaseless crying of the hunted
It is now fucking chilling me
Desolation taking it's toll
Constantly looking left, right and behind
Spinning round and round and round
My mind if fully redefined


04. What Could Have Been

Fearless I pushed the switch, causing you
Suddenly to disappear
The echo of thunder again reduced
Never thought you
Would leave me
Still chasing time, so close
Yet so far apart
My understanding is killing me
I know you had to
Follow your heart

Don't look at me now
It's for your own good
Just to walk away
Road ends, remains

The unspoken truth
All hopes merged into stone
Terrified of the unknown

What could have been I realize
All hope merged into stone
Terrified of the unknown

Is now forever gone
Let it slip through my fingers...
Don't look at me now

It's for your own good
Just to walk away
Road ends, remains
Not aware of the scarlet claw

Seemingly uncomplicated
What could have been I realize
Now your love

Forever lost

Fearless I pushed the switch, causing you
Suddenly to disappear
The echo of thunder again reduced
Never thought you
Would leave me
New day has come
but I'll get over you
Tide is high
Access still denied


05. This Truculent Path

This enigma keeps me entangled
On the edge of insanity
Living my transient being in trance
Wisdom has withered me
Within this warren of confusion
I feel a zephyr, showing me the way
Stealing the pleasure to see me fall
All atrocities, carved in it's walls
Fed my hate for a long time
I know they did not expect
It felt so good having control
Their faces made worth all these years
A trucelent path paved with disillusions

Made me conscienceless
I trapped through all stages of life
Trapped inside, myself

Trapped inside myself
From a distance observing
How my passion is their pain
Now I'm pulling the strings
And I won't stop the bleeding
From a distance observing
How my passion is your pain
Now I'm pulling the strings
And I won't stop the bleeding...
This enigma keeps me entangled
On the edge of insanity
Living my transcient
Being in trance

Wisdom has withered me
Fed my hate for a long time
I know they did not expect
It felt so good having control
Their faces made worth all these years
A trucelent path paved with disillusions
Made me conscienceless
I trapped through all stages of life
Trapped inside myself
From a distance observing
How my passion is their pain

Now I'm pulling the strings
And I won't stop the bleeding


06. My Hate Unfolds

Crossing boundaries of indifference
Your greed exceeds the line
Egoism even multiplied

Pressing forward your lies
A path of endless consequence
Paved with bare hands
You'll start your endless journey soon
A path of endless consequence
Paved with bare hands

You'll better be of dead
Exercise my fantasy
How my passion is your pain

Senses sliding into sin
Further and further away
Wake up, enjoy reality

Pressed to the ground, a black curtain
Covering your illusions, chains of discomfort
Choking unbound
Feel my rejection
My hate unfolds
When your blood stains
It leaves me cold

As life is fading
You're all alone
Feel my rejection
Your fate unfolds
Exercise my fantasy

How my passion is your pain
Senses sliding into sin
Further and further away
Wake up, enjoy reality
Pressed to the ground, a black curtain
Covering your illusions, chains of discomfort
Choking unbound
Feel my rejection
My hate unfolds

When your blood stains
It leaves me cold
As life is fading
You're all alone

Feel my rejection

Your fate unfolds
You're all alone
Crossing boundaries of indifference

Your greed exceeds the line
Egoism even multiplied
Pressing forward your lies

Exercise my fantasy
How my passion is your pain
Senses sliding into sin
Further and further away

Exercise my fantasy
How my passion is your pain
Senses sliding into sin
Further and further away
Wake up, enjoy reality
Pressed to the ground, a black curtain

Covering your illusions, chains of discomfort
Choking unbound
Feel my rejection
My hate unfolds
When your blood stains
It leaves me cold
As life is fading
You're all alone
Feel my rejection
Your fate unfolds
You're all alone
Your fate unfolds


07. Misled

Relying on, a conscious you never had
Ignorant for the rage within

Feeling like, you're betraying yourself
The urge creeping right under your skin
This miry deception, it crazes you
Crestfallen, you are losing your way
Your blood, now it starts to boil again
But your disguise is not gonna fall
Now the time, has come to pay back
It's time to show them all
This miry deception, it crazes you
Crestfallen, you are losing your way

Becoming way too much, way too much for you
Sick of walking away

Oppressed carnal mayhem
Criticize the truth you dread
Forever living the lie
Enforced weakness misled

Reached the point of no return
Too late to turn the tide
Resurrect to inflict your pain on others
Being part of the masterplan they can not hide
This miry deception, it crazes you
Crestfallen, you're losing your way
Becoming way too much, way too much for you


08. My Passion //

Passion, desire keeping me living in sin
Aiming for flesh, power and dominion
The embodiment of mankind
My mind overfed
Fortitude overflow
My mind overfed
This convenant, our endless bond
A parasitic twin
This covenant, our endless bond
Convulsive clang to the past
Sharing, the blood running through our veins
Fed and feeding opposite minds
The embodiment of mankind My mind overfed
Fortitude overflow
My mind overfed

Obey me, seduce me, please me
Now touch me, adore me and serve me
I'll harvest without sorrow
Obey me, seduce me, please me
Now touch me, adore me and serve me

Trust me, I'll be your guide


09. Conflicts

[Instrumental]


10. // Your Pain

All having the urge
Flesh too weak to resist
Temptations, engraving scarves for life

Enforced by, by innate lust
Once scarred, forever lost
Till final relieve sends it's farewell
Redemption for the chained
Pain, the agony keeping me in black

My mind clouded, dark and frail
Hollowness of a tormented soul
Unable to burst out
Of the vicious trail
Unable to burst out
Obey you, seduce you, please you

Touch you, adore you and serve you
You own mind, body and soul