Ever heard my suffer?
I wonder why, is this real?
What have you done to me?
For no reason at all...

And I feared
You don't seem
Just gave up
Why...do you care?

Everything is lost, all hope is gone
And I even won't complain
For this is my way of the cross

And I feared for this to happen
You do not seem to care
Just gave up all we had
Don't you bother
Don't you fucking care

Do you care?

And still I try to forget
It keeps on running inside my mind
Alone...

Trying to hide your face on my shoulder
Cannot change the way you feel for me

Don't want to see you cry when you think of me

I know it's hurting you seeing me like this
You will remember this for the longest time

Don't let these images become a curse

Illusions in words confusing me
Your voice sounds so unreal

Don't tell me you cannot forget, I see future black

Just waiting for my day to come
To be released from agony

What's the use of holding on, the few more times I'll see the sun

On your way searching tranquillity, lots of images pass your mind
Most of them are coloured black
They disillusionize your mood

Your once beloved one has left you behind
There is no way back, there is no turning-point
It's like a curse spoken...on you

The end so near

Your diary's last pages filled with blood-red ink
Telling your last destiny
Heaven or hell...
Your death cannot wait any longer

You climbed for her the highest mountains
Filled her life with preciousness
Thinking it would last forever
What a fool you have been
Believing she really cared for you

Behind these eyes and their colourful lustre hides a place of shades and dim
By no winds dark clouds can be driven
My silent grief will never be heard

Come on and walk with me into reality
Dance with me untill my shadow sleeps

Feelings of sadness and betrayal flowing through my empty veins
It resembles my deepest sorrow as the mist resembles the rain

Pushed aside and left behind
My memory is slowly fading away
Though thinking of your empty words haunts me every day, every single day

Your vows are all broken
The echoes I cannot believe
How could you ever forget and live on with this deceit

All these useless conversations floating into the darkest night
Same mistakes over and over
Finally I see a different life

Come and walk with me...

Once a mighty tribe full of pride one with nature till white man arrived
They came for trade in name of their king, exchanging slavery and hate

Dying of violence and foreign disease
Defending their holy ground, their native belief

Exiled from their land
Deprived from their faith
Brave warriors in battle were slain

For centuries condemned to live in reservations
Another example of so-called annihilation

After all those years nothing is changing
Prejudice and death are still here reign

His needs controlling his mind
His heart is beating fast among their anxious eyes

This easy prey's heart is bleeding
Wishing it's just a dream
In this silent moment...
The serpent's desires allayed

They look deep inside as cold as ice
The ink-stained memories forever stay
They look deep inside as cold as ice

And they look deep inside as cold as your eyes
And they look deep inside as cold as ice

One night's crying can't make up for years of denial
But all things will come to an end

Torment and damnation will not last forever
After darkness there will always be light
The angels will expel the demons out of your mind, life, mind

A fear to be alone has driven us apart

In your hollow eyes I sense the ultimate frost
A story never to be told

Caught by deceit
We dance on a river's stream

Although survived a storm of pervading insane words
This stream is flowing to the sea

I haven't trusted my distrust
Now my wariness, it lets me down
No place to go
My fate remains still unknown

A disgrace is banished from my insane mind
Yet my harm, it tends to hate

The dawn has reached the sky
What does the darkness try to hide
Shadows overrun the sunlight
Nocturnal violence took it's price

Diabolic evil minds
They rule atrocious bestial crowds
Ideas seem to fade away as their presence is shown by howls

The dawn has reached the sky
Shadows overrun the sunlight

Confusion, don't let the shadows rule your life
Existence, hold up the sun and humanize
Eyes betray their parlous lies
Their purpose should be known by now

Anxiety for improvement
Trying to neglect their appearance
Forced into seclusion
Secrecy has caused your breakdown

In the darkness you fear for your life when the shadows appear into your mind
Your dreams seems to turn to dust, the desire you feel deep inside