Tracks

01. Christ 0
02. Postcard To God
03. Wish You Were Here
04. Silently
05. Shadow I Am
06. Fireroses Dance
07. Somewhere Alone In The Dark
08. January Sun
09. Lost In Silence



01. Christ 0

Music by Vanden Plas
Lyrics by Andi
Here I stand alone, I'm a sacrifice
Lake a fallen angel, die here without your love
Now I understand, let the sentenced dog I'm in
Swallow all the hate I can eat

Gave you my heart gave you my heart
I just gave you my heart and
They take it away take it away
Now I gather somebodies elses' lives
Till the day we'll meet again

You are the reason why my day of living
I gave my soul away to the unforrgiven

Suicide would save me from my thoughts
I'll try now to freeze on there walls here
My uncertain eternity
In broken words
Said from the other part of me

Give me your heart give me your soul
Can you give me your life then
I take it away break it in two and
Dancing in enemy elses's blood
Pouring down on me like rain

They are the reason for my day of living
I gave my soul away to the unforgiven

Ghost ship
Dezember 11
2:00 am
My name X

You are my death part I
The new edition is called my life part II

You are the reason why my day of living
I know I know we'll meet again
On the fifth of seasons

I'm alive - Christ 0
See me light - Christ 0 - I'm alive

I know I know we'll meet again my love


02. Postcard To God

Music by Vanden Plas
Surrounded by a cover like a shiled for all the faith
Surrounded by this pine and never ending days
I'm living in a prison but I dare to die outside
That keeps my will alive

And we're sending out a message
And we're sending out a prayer
And the voices asking every night
Is there anybody there
Somebody knows, somebody knows

When I pray I can say
All my believing in just one word
When I pray then I may
Sending an unwritten postcard to god

And now you buy me roses
And some needless little things
You're singing me a song
In a tune that no one signs
I'm longing for these memories
They keep me warm and safe
You throw'em in my grave

And I'm seidng you a message
And I'm sending you a prayer
All the echoes whisper in my ear
Is there anybody there
Somebody knows, somebody knows

When I pray I can say
All my believing in just one word
When I pray then I may
Sending an unwritten postcard to god

When I pray when I pray
When I pray when I pray


03. Wish You Were Here

Music by Vanden Plas
I'm a wanderer and I wear the mask of mystery
From a prisoner waiting for the last request
When I got the will then I got the chance
He said: certain mistakes of my fiends
Make the wish fulfilled

Now - that - I - see - I - can - be - free
I - will - give - you - all my pain

And I wish you were here
I wish you fear - I wish you well
And that you're burning there
In hell instead of me

And I wish you were here I wish you amen
I cause your all-inclusive pain

All the walls inside try to speak with me
Beautify this spider's home
Help the fly to rest in peace

Then I read a plan - kind of bleeding tattoo
Out of words of a murderer
Like pearls of insane dew

How can I see what he told me
I try to listen to his pain and i

Wish you were here
I wish you're near me I wish you well
And that you're turning this my hell into a fane
And I wish you were here
Now I cut out my brain
Before I'll try to understand - what you mean

And I follow all the traces
To your long forgotten places
In a ghost ship down the sea close to holy island
Waits homicide for me... like on morphine
I see all the eyeshots he had
On his long requiem to the end

Why should I see what he wrote there for me
In his message I hear poor victims plea
I wish you where here
I wish you well and that you're burning
Here in hell instead of me
And I wish you were here
So give me all your prayers
For the sins I have to pay

I work in I.C.P.O. (interpol)
And some details show me
Not the "plain type"
Not the "gain type" of serial assassin
He's not motivated by hedonism
Untypical - no gilles de rais
No bathory, not jack, so I got the suspicion
He's a man with a clear sagacious mission


04. Silently

Music by Vanden Plas
When I open up the door and I step into a floor
See me running down the way
To another place I'll stay
In this room there is a door
From another endless floor
So I walk it 'til the end
Am coming back where I began

Then I fall into a dream
Within a dream within a dream
Of the murder from "the silence of the lambs"

Silently deeply creep in my heart and soul
Silently deeply creep all my love has gone

In my private picture dome
After 1000 days alone
I am meeting depardieu
And he asked we here to stay
An ambiguous sequel in many ways
Concerning my own situation
The translation "de son mom"
Implies that all the gods are gone

And I'm into the scenes
Inside my movie gathering
Living timeless in a "casket irony" here

Silenntly 1, 2, 3 see the hours flow
Silently 39, 40 nights ago
Silently days and weeks slowly counting by
Nor a second not the years
Reign our measured time

Silently deeply creep in my heart and soul
Silently deeply creep under skin and bones
Say why minutes take one life
But years run out of hands
Here I play "capture time" try to understand
Silently deeply creep in my heart and soul
Silently deeply creep all my love has gone


05. Shadow I Am

Music by Vanden Plas
The book of mankind's brain
Was written for a thousand times
And must be isolated seen
Research can not sleep inside individuality
Or under neuropsychics seals

Now every storm that I breathe
And every curse I pray
Can make me see the night
And stronger every day

Shadow I am, and I ever will, and I ever will be
Shadow I am in a world, in a land of shades
That forever rains the night on me

When the crows falling down in the neighboorhood
Left no mark on the surface of dark

Then every storm that I breathe and every curse I pray
Can let me be the night and stronger every day

Shadow I am, and I ever will, and I ever will be
Shadow I am in a world, in a land of shades
That forever rain sundown on me

Not more that a gun to rule the world
Not more that a license for the fabric of my shade
Climbing out of torches - I left without a mark

Shadow I am, there's a chain reaction released
By the rebound of will and mind
Shadow in my neural world
This chain reaction's magnetism
Let's transform ourselves in each and any kind

Here's my cognition research
What is intelligence?
Shadows are human and not unable to think?


06. Fireroses Dance

Music by Vanden Plas
One day, when the fires eat the lands
And the widows start to dance
Then it shows all the beauty
In just one day

Why is it ever too late and why, is it ever
Why is it ever too late and why, is it ever
Too late

See the beauty of the world
For a second just a glance
One day when the fire roses dance

One day when I am crying for this song
Now it's written to the end
I could save all their children
In just one day

Why is it ever too late
And why is it ever too late

See the beauty in the world
In a clear vermilion sky
One day feels like indian summer
Lose the beauty of the world
So in common with the dying
One day
When the flame of innocence
Let's the fire roses dance

Missa ignis, missa ultoris
Missa presteris et saltatus

See the beauty in the world
In a clear vermilion sky
One day, one day

Plant the trees to cut them down
Burn my city to the ground
Count seconds - steal the time
Waste your words to build a rhyme
For all holes in me to fill
I need the newborn lives to...
Pray my true amens
After fire roses dance


07. Somewhere Alone In The Dark

Music by Vanden Plas
talk to me
i am here to say farewell my son
now talk to me
i'm your season running out
i offer my equations
for everything you stole
and i claim now my expenses
i'm your private vertigo

you don't breathe anymore
when i walk out the door
something older than love
waiting right in the line of the storm

somewhere alone in the dark - a phantom from the arc
somewhere alone in the night is counting all broken lives

talk to me
my face had left a
scar inside your memory
now i see it in your eyes
aren't you dying to forget me
call me wizard of your oz
since you raised my deus machina
i'm in a godless rush

you don't breathe anymore
when i walk out the door
something older than love
lays you down in the line of the storm

and after a long time in nowhere
five thousand and nineteen days
you pay the account for my kingdom
the rent for a spider's home

for the love of my life
i return in the night from the eye of the storm
and i'm willing your life to transform

somewhere alone in the dark the ghosts of dumas
acting alone in the night his legend of taking lives


08. January Sun

Music by Vanden Plas
come little angel and sit by my side
i need someone to talk to 'cause i can't see the light
i look for a guardian take my thousand sins away
are the last lines before he decides to pray again

here is x friday dezember 13 7:25 babylonian time
my brain works faster than the day before
and when i shut one door i hear another open
all his trust, faith and belief has gone
after the minute they've preserved him from the dawn

and i wonder, and i wonder
how a place could leave his mind alone with me

an eerie mural makes me see
his sieve of broken memories
i'm coming near but not enough disclosing your illusion

why is the world so afraid searching for a way to january sun, january sun
and why can the last december days not remember where to go
january sun

his nether world is more dimensional
and now i could inhale his frenzied wintertale
a brand new being rises out of black snow
this ship of dark decades can tell me where i go
to remember and i remember
when i close my eyes the angel says to me

confess your sins and take my hand
i give you back your memory
the time has come to see a land
of reverse allegory tales and the end of a rainbow on your journey
to a place you meet yourself and searching for a pharos glowing
why in the world is it me searching for the way to january sun

x - 7: 35 - now i'm zero
here is something to believe in on our way let us turn into the january sun
hostimentum - dominatio
i am nothing but a sand grain in a gear of the universe - equation of the tide
amnestia - mors christ- 0
why,why is the gift to be free this new identity

come little angel and sit by my side
i need someone to talk to now i can see the light
my life is a station where the darkness meets the day...


09. Lost In Silence

Music by Vanden Plas
cold wind is leading my soul to the border
nothing will dry all your tears
i built in their crying a city of water
drown in my new hydrosphere

oceans you cry
oceans you cry
please can you cry me away
patiently waiting to fade out my life
something is calling my name and says

hey come into the day where we're lost in silence
hey come into the day and be lost in silence

how can i say to the sons of your children
here in my last summary
what is the system of building a monster -
in my case love was the key

ashes i cry
oceans i dye
leave on a withering day
why don't you come here and stay for awhile
i hear the ferryman say - come sail away with me

come into the day where we're lost in silence
hey come into the day and be lost in silence
hey come into the day where we're lost in silence
hey come into the day and be lost in silence

silence, silence, silence