Defeated Sanity - Chapters Of Repugnance lyrics


01. Introitus


02. Consumed By Repugnance

Dismal life of torment
Ripping at my body
Horribly emaciated

Constant spiraling downwards
Resulting in collapse
Never to recover from

Severe disappointment is omnipotent
As I behold this race so feeble

Severing the ties that bind me to my wretched species
Respect for human life now vanished

Spewing back at them, what they have induced to me
My vision of bliss, sounds of skulls cracking underneath my feet
Enemies, they are all around me
Enemies, my need to liquefy

Insanity a term so befitting
I think more clear than ever
Creatures embracing in their paltriness
Is it me, not of the same

Finding myself useless
In a world I despise
Attracted to the other side

As I'm ending my
Pitiful existence
I will take everybody with me

03. Carnal Deliverance

In bitterness and repugnance
I've passed the point of no return...

Reborn in infamy
Feeding my new found lust
Vigor increases with
Each stab I execute

No signs of sympathy,
Compassion for their screams
As I sever their heads
Joy returns to my life...

Drilling holes into skulls of the living
Corrosive substance injected cerebrally
Privileged to witness unknown mysteries
Victims awake in a state zombified

Inhaling the odors of composted flesh
Halfway dissolved in acid, hands and genitals mummified

Experimenting with forms of persecution
Identifying the source of my excitement
Frustration and discontent, a stony path

Suddenly - the answer's clear
My deeds - shall now be seen
Spewing - back at them publicly
The mental torture they have induced to me

My vision of bliss becoming reality
As I walk through the crowd
One fierce impulse takes control
Chopping into this terrified mass of flesh

(How many will I be able to take with me?)

Fetus punctured
Trough the womb
De collated
Sputtering stumps painting the streets

Vigor stays
As I butcher
Dozens more

Suddenly blackness surrounds
My demise I have calculated, expected, desired

04. Salacious Affinity

Beloved children missing
Swallowed in obscurity
Careless separation lasts
For eternity

Months of uncertainty
Until the truth is found
Rotting remains of your
Flesh and blood

Submerged in despair... your lives... lives are shattered

While their traces are ending cold
I'll find more victims to please my urges
Violent blows to its fragile skull
Ripping teeth out viciously

Screaming morphs into gurgling
As throat fills with blood
Demonic state of amusement
Morality drowned in ecstasy

Carrying a deep neurosis
Incubation in degradation
Masculinity choked and suppressed
Decades of ordeal

A subject to mockery and sympathy
My need to compensate (demanding)
An act of self preservation

Premature defloration
As they suffer this pain so unknown to them
I rejoice in their horror
This time I'm in control

Violently... stretching...immature... sexual organs

I will leave them ravaged and deformed
Wailing and twitching in shock
Their bodies I have consumed
(None can see you... alive)

In terror and shame I dispose of what could betray me

Obedience in death
Elimination of possibility
Delicate bodies sliced and torn
(Pieces) dumped into the woods...

05. Engulfed In Excruciation

Destitute and unwanted
Departing from asylum
Lost souls collected to be
Used for the industry

Violent sex, treated like a piece of meat
Gagged while beaten, tape keeps rolling
Painful price to pay to stay of the streets
Morbid career initiated

Explicit cinematography addiction
Desperate for murder
(The affluent finance) acts of the sick

Countless victims vanishing
Slaughtered in blue light
Profit from atrocity

Lacerations inflicted intentionally
Shaping the victims to perfect design
Acidic corrosions all over the body
Aesthetic preparations upon demand

Laying limbless, crippled and writhing
Mouth fixed open, jawbone shattered
Carcass previously slaughtered
Hung and emptied over your face
Tasting the putridity
Stimulates vomiting reflex
Repeated cycle of regurgitation
Til asphyxiation ends your life

Define authenticity
So glad to see tears in their eyes
Virtuosity of cruelty unseen before
Satisfied customers craving more

Awaking, drugged, bound and gagged
Strapped onto the table
Mutilated with the hacksaw
Narcotic unstable

Yet the dosage kept high enough
Preventing the victims to pass out
Engulfed, you're forced to watch
Vast portions of your flesh slowly being stripped

Of death
Will continue
(While) tape keeps rolling

06. Coerced Into Idolatry

Urethra corded up
(While) wine is infused in large quantities
Stomach ripped open
The look of fear as they extract your innards

An infraction seals your fate
Bitter end
Mocked and spat at as you die
Servants exposed to supreme lunacy
Arbitrarily disciplined for his amusement
Noble temper underlying (variations)
Determining who lives and who dies

Coerced into idolatry
Acts of a god so grotesque, so unreal
Mental instability
Forming delusions of divinity

Rivals, killed by a series of small cuts
Relatives, are made to watch the execution

Palace of self-indulgence
Sexual marionettes (arranged for) imperial entertainment
Existing to display a bizarre carnality

Body buried into the sand
As your head gets littered with rot
Final thing to witness
A giant blade slowly approaching your face

People cheering as joining in
Infatuated with humiliation
Unfiltered malevolence
Part of a mindset brutalized

I take what is mine
As I sodomize their wives before their eyes

I am a god
My will to choose who will live and who will die

07. Blissfully Exsanguinated

Delightfully dripping from above as I wallow in their warmth
Muffled sounds of anguish a sweet lullaby to me
Exsanguination - their youth now flows within me

A land of dismay
Daughters sold into servitude
Hundreds if desperate souls
Slaughtered with impunity

Lunatic in nobility
Intense fascination with the blood
(As) tragedy provokes fury
Cruelty becomes mass murder

Morbid odor - as they enter her lair
Dozens of corpses - stuffed in every vacant space
Mastication - missing large pieces of shoulders and neck
Disciplined, tormented, cannibalized, beaten to death

Their inquiries have unveiled the appalling truth
Brought about a judgment equally twisted
Accomplices, scapegoats who now take her blame
Fingers ripped out then immolated alive

While confined
In stone
Her existence will end
Left alone with a compulsion to torture

08. Calculated Barbarity

Human creativity
Spawning amorality
Altruism and compassion
Ignored in times of collision

Decimation in development
Maximum effectivity is desired

Taxpayers assure my affluence
Greed filled, mind processing atrocity
Blueprints on cold white paper
Soon a blood-red reality

Metallic entity splits into
Little pieces violently penetrating flesh
Lacerated mortally
A slow death among the remains of those you cherished

Survivors manifoldly wounded
Entire body metal stuffed
Doctors unable to help
Surgery would become catstrophy

Horrid excruciations as you wish for death
Spoilt meat, hopelessly vegetating
Euthanasia, acts of mercy
Carried out by your loved ones

Inhalation of toxicity
Chest starts to collapse
As you lose control of bodily functions
Vomiting, defecation

Body twitching, convulsive spasms
A torturous prelude to death
Becoming comatose
Victim dies from suffocation

Sermons of wisdom
Lulling the masses
Women and children butchered
Under the cloak of legality

A dormant menace
Lethal remnants blowing apart
Abandoned naked infants
Forced to dwell the wasteland

09. Lurid Assimilation

Moments of unspeakable suffering affecting my sanity
Yielding to my destiny, deeply immersed in the slaughter
Surrounded by the stench, severed limbs and intestines
Decorate my existence

Dehumanized by the frenzy
Unleashing hidden instincts
A discovery in the Ruins (paralyzingly me)
Enchanted by the sight of horror

Rotted - and hideously impaled
Infant - frenzy of war creating a
Symbol - of definite triumph and averse
Degradation - Human trophy (removed from it's tormented posture,
Hidden from comrades and lovingly preserved)

(Approaching my home, the color of innocence embellishes my
appearance: welcome as the archetype of a model citizen)

Proudly offering the present of presents
Wonder turns into shock
Facial expressions suddenly alter

As the gift is unveiled
Your family screaming, wailing
No escaping terror
Punishment for their ingratitude will be fatal...