You are my life, my phantom god.
You've got all I desire.
You're not me, that's the strongest point of you.

Abnormal lust, infects my blood.
You are all I admire.
I am the lowest form of you.
Piss all over me, I piss all over you.
Despise my life, 'cause I'm not you.

I know that I'm a liar.
I am the lowest form of you.
I beat myself for you.
I give myself for you.
I'll do anything to, anything to meet you.
I'll lose myself for you.
I end myself for you.
I'll do anything to, anything to make you... piss all over me.
I am the lowest form of you.

Manic Depression!
My spastic obsession!
Lose and fall and fail and stop.
I make my way back from the top.