Benediction - Organized Chaos lyrics


01. Suicide Rebellion

Scale the walls of hopelessness
Lungs breath blackened tar
Abusive instinct takes control
No more hope left under darkened star

Staring down a bottomless pit

No escape, no way out
The only way through is down
Cannot speak, cannot move
Inarticulate, we drown
Failure's asexual breed
Life of swine become disease
Better and twisted inside
Worship my god of fear

Face the facts, everything dies in the end

Always brave on the outside
Smiling in the face of despair
Blood courses through constricted veins
Silent screams, gasping for air

Burning blade enters prepared skin
Crimson life flows from within
Welcoming releasing blood
Rivers deep to the desperate sea

Yet choices made are not reversed
Persistence in the face of nothingness
Courage to endure despair
Survive, revenge, redress
Floods of blood wash nothing clean
Begin within on the path to redeem
Locking back at a beleaguered past
Something inside changed

So much time ahead
So much that can be done
Speaking words in unknown tongues
Presaging armageddon's son

Pressure building up inside
Something has no give
Vanquish all fear, nowhere to hide
Become the master, choose to live

I choose to damn well live!

Never more to be trodden down
Before noone to kneel

Heart, once frozen, trapped in ice
Now boiling molten steel!

Highest self to vindicate
All cause of doubt to eradicate
Seize control, force mental state
Seconds counting down to detonate

Return to those who would oppress
The way of advance lies through regress
Old enemies made to feel violent caress
Pay it all back with interest

At last, it seems, a return to peace
Destructive urges finally cease
There's still anger, but now it's part of me
I'll never die so easily!

02. Stigmata

They will bear my mark
I can not be stopped
This mission sent from god
To teach these poor lost souls to die

There a moment of stillness before the attack
Silence surrounds and invades me
I have had vision, men covered in blood
Stigmata their hands and feet bleed

A terrifying sight, but my heart is galvanized
The will of the Lord becomes clear
In her panic stricken, pleading eyes

Please don't cry, child, it can't be helped
I do this because I must
You blood will cleanse the souls of mankind
And your body cleans me of my lust

This quivering child
An image of the holiest ghost
Inebriated with pain
She's bleeding to death

You cannot save yourself
Salvation comes through me
This is for your own good
Now stop crying, just bleed...

A Korda's Benediction
By the Father's grace
Abyssus abyssum invocat
Hell calls hells disgrace

Forgive us father, for we are sin
Though I strive to repent
As a blood soaked angel she is hung
Semen, god and skin

Screaming in the bloodied sea
Fathomless, so deep
Travestied crucifixion
Tainted by impure hands...

Stigmata, mark of god
Innocence corrupted
Paranoid, the drugged mind
Absolution inflicted

Stigmata, mark of god
Killing, salvation
The final sacrament
Ot is only in death we are saved

03. Suffering Feeds Me

Deep in the darkest mental recess
There dwelt a force within the abscess
That you called fear
You were never alone

One final victim's dying dreams
An ecstasy of filth and screams
Emancipated nightmares
On a bloodied floor of dead prayers

In the walls you've built around your feeble mind
I'll sleep through the cracks
Think of me as something you can control
But not predict the backlash
Suppressed inside, pent up terror mounts
You created me
Ghastly automaton exacerbates your plight
Your suffering feeds me!

Now we, we are become the force
The denotative urge
Irrepressible the slayers revolt
O how this worms have turned
Forever repressed, imprisoned for being born
Antimony incarnate
The bastard, prodigal son returns
Bearing gifts to decimate

No more the false enlightenment
Only your death
Blood seeking redress
You cry out all you like
There's noone to care
Rotting in a prison that you built from lies

Revisiting your crimes at source
With not a shred of regret
You brought this torture upon yourself
Suffering pain begets
Inflict no more, you wretched fool
Your time is it an end
Divinity a forsaken dream
A rubicon you'll never transcend

04. Diary Of A Killer

Maybe it's been just one of those days
When I've had about as much as I can take
I've tried so hard, tried so hard to be good
But the world just threw it back in my face
Pick yourself up, dust yourself off
Lust in time for the next kick in the teeth
And I find one tiny bit of release
They'll try to cure me, like I'm some kind of fucking disease

Slammed by the wrecking ball once again
I'm driven into the concrete
I'm getting used to the taste of dust
But I'm still standing on my own two feet

This time I'll show them all

I'll loose it all in drink and drugs
Just to ease a little bit of the pain
You dissapprove but I don't give a fuck
Sometimes I got to escape or I'll go insane
They've kicked me like a scolded dog
And all I ever did was laugh
Told me a thousand times to bow
But I'll bow to none, they should know by now
I'll bow... I'll bow to none

I'm tired of crawling over broken glass
Tired of choking on my teeth
This time I'll take matters into my own hands
Nothing will ever break me again
This time I'll show them all
(So fuck them, fuck them all)
They'll never break us, we'll never conform
(So fuck them, fuck them all)
Never chain us with their fucked up laws
(So fuck them, fuck them all)
I am too proud, you'll never see me crawl
(So fuck them, fuck them all)
Destroy the lies, their pride will fall

There's a million whores in ivory towers
And I'll fuck every one some day
I'll kill again and again
Better to burn out than fade away

You'll never fade away

05. The Temple Of Set

Temple of Set

Exorcise inadequacy
Depravity disrepair
Alleviate unthinking plight
Ontologically unfair

Dualistic minds
In a twisted reality
Flesh and senses reunite
Monodichronic consanity

Existence is confinement
Borders to be cast down

The coward's laws lie raped
A butchered priest lies phone
Betrayer, know that we'll respect
No laws but our fucking own

Rusted edifice
Neolithic dreamtime's end
Seize the source
Salvation's divident
Reap the beheld
Reborn through force of will
We're witnessing the end of time

In the temple of Set

Converge within the primacy
Contiguity once more
The disparate remade a whole
Elimination flawed

Carnal desire rules
Lust for flesh dominates

Only flesh dominates

All barriers overruled
We are one
Committed to no supine god
State of permanent confusion

Come join the bacchanalian feast
Orgiastic, all pleasures perversely released
No law to deny us our lust
All that which was divine
Blasted into dust!

In the temple of Set

06. Nothing On The Inside

There is nothing on the inside
A well of emptiness and pain
So totally alone he waits
The rabid dog will have it's day

Revenge is sweet
Retribution bought with a gun

Despised and reviled
Rejection relived within
The beast of hatred born inside
Distorted, disfigured hero's scream

Shattering the silence
Never surrender, never peace
Source bought with blood
Silence the screams with a hail of lead

Vent aggression on the young and pure
There's so alive, but soon to be no more
Burn loving home to ashen shell
Teach the world to know his hell

No more question, no more rules or cause
Pathetic crying ends
Wallowing in misery
Stalk the streets of youth
Forbidden memories of soul starvation
Blast away familiar sights
Erase the sleeping past

Cannot stem the angry tide
Crushed by hatred's weight
There's sorrow for those who have died
Random lives to obviate

Revenge is sweet
Retribution bought with a gun
Solace bought with blood
Silence the screams with a hail of lead

Bullet enters mindless brain
You die as you deserve
Pathetic fuck on a pool of blood
Expires alone in despair

You'll see the world will have it's revenge
Fate's blackened smile
A world of pain to balance the scales
For you who's walked anarchy's mile

07. Easy Way To Die

You'll get a taste of the forbidden fruit
Of what I have to give
Temptation can be so sweet
To feel what it's like to truly live

All the depravity
All the crime and sin
But when it's over you'll be begging me
To push the needle in

Drift away, float from the world
No one really cares

Pleasure/pain, there's just no divide
Beyond the limits of the human mind
Just one more time, it's really making sense
Ruinous, yet so immense

Dreaming as you gasp for air
Fall away from a life of care
Sink into a lifeless state
The greatest high to recreate
There's poison flowing through your veins
Some choices when they've made can't be erased
Try to forget yourself
And so shall the world

The sweetest pain is no divine
Perception's depth in slow decline
Take the hit, get the high
Take the easy way to die

All the depravity
All the crime and sin
But when it's over you'll be begging me
To push the needle in

08. Don't Look In The Mirror

There's an animal inside of you (don't look in the mirror)
Banish it from your mind (the face in the mirror)
Execrate the willing state (don't look in the mirror)
Desecrate the pure of fate

You think you're safe, you cannot hide
Deep within, see what's inside
Disfunctional civility
Ultraviolent dream...

So polite, so fair to all
You've just so fucked up
Withered and smail
Doff the hat, play the game
While all the time you're playing just for your own gain

Aggressive creature, you're not so divine
Open your heart to the killer inside
Lex Talionis inside you keep
Laughing as your enemies weep

Laughing as your enemies weep

Eyes for eyes and teeth for teeth
Revealing in what lies beneath
Savagery the real law
Give as good as you get
Settle the score

You think you're safe, you cannot hide
Deep within, see what's inside
Disfunctional civility
Ultraviolent dream...

Smiling as your enemies scream

Hide your face from the mirror, avoid the truth
But you can never hide from the beast inside of you

You want to feel disgust
But deep within it's truly lust
Give in to the animal revealed
And to the beast inside you yield!

09. This Graveyard Earth

Since the dawn of time the clock's been ticking
Ultimately flawed, man could never survive
An unhealing wound in the side of the earth
A rotten canker that assumes it's divine

There's no divinity in man, just flesh and blood
When you die you do nothing but rot
The blind path leads onward to extinction
Genetic time bomb detonates armageddon

This graveyard earth, disaster waiting to happen
A brave new world, with no more need for guilt
Freedom at last, break the chains of oppression
No meaning in the end, so do as thou wilt

2000 years of slavery
The time has come, revolution's at hand
A storm of fire, that will ignite the earth
My will's my own, not some god's to command!

I am my own god!

So now we reclaim what is rightfully ours
All gods be damned, nothing stands in our path
Liberated, eyes open wide we are
No more a race of fools, we are but flesh for the worms

A war continues in the name of destruction
No quarter ever given, no quarter allowed
Compromise a word with no meaning for us
In the cries of the enemy let justice be found

And so we stand in the light of a new dawn
Nuclear fires scorching the horizon
The time ahead become a time of rebirth
To recreate man in the image of man

Fuck you all, you won't make me believe
Your foolish prophecies only good to deceive
I'll kill myself before you make me agree
With a single fucking word you say...

You'll never make me believe!


10. Charon

There's a price we all pay to Charon
A price we pay for the ride
You're damned if you do, damned if you don't
Nothing remains but emaciated pride
The urge for self destruction
Again drags you into the pit
Bristling with agony once more
A voice deep inside your head screams "Fuck it!"

Spiralling annihilation
Descent into the abyss
A boiling, blackened violence and hatred
Some fucker's gonna pay for this!
A victimless crime of passion
Or rape of mind and soul
Or the bastard even destroys himself
Violence and drugs to fill the aching hole

The aching hole
Consume to liberate
Pour liquid fire on the pain
Years of frustration finally went
A hate so strong it's driven me insane
Anyone could be the target
And I've got time to kill...
How far salvation seems from me now
One last laugh at anyone who can feel

11. I Am The Disease

In a world of noones
I'll be the freak
Turn and hide from the mask you see
Misshapen face of fear

I will be your obscenity
I will be the depraved
I will be your deepest fear
That lights the dark that you so crave

Created in honnor, in honnor to live

Invisible, terror descends
The deepest fear come true
One false move and you know you'll fall
The abyss of nightmares gapes below you

Hideous to look upon
A deformed face, a bastard son
A pantomime, a colourful tale
Yet in this theatre, no beauty prevails

How could they do this to me?
My Lord, he never cared
Screaming for help and I was not saved
Tried to trust but I found despair

They have despised me since the day I was born
Reviled by truth, their minds too small
Tearing open blinded sightless eyes
Only death is real the true demise

Unquenchable thirst never slaked
Set loose the storm within me
It rages on

I'll obliterate all you doubters
With my hammers of twisted truth
Drive the nails deeper into your hands
Feed the sickness, destroying you

Vomit the beast upon the unsuspecting world
Surprise on their faces is joy to behold
Try to silence me, but killing me now won't work
Eternal heretics forever speak

I am the disease
I am that which rots inside
Festering within
There is no cure for my plague

And though I die in vain
I die with open eyes
Take the grave this sight from me
Sweet silence of the obscene

Spectre of insanity looms
Burning pain consumes me
Vile hatred, the truth will out
Heaving flesh, mine to create

Unquenchable thirst never slaked
Set loose the storm within me
It rages on

And it will rage forever more!

12. Organised Chaos

Abstract anger, the hateful game
Injecting drugs of chaos again
A stand-up addict, I cannot control
A seething mass, and it's all falling down

Relative, isolated
Some great truth unfound
Cruelty, unhealthy obsession
Nihilism screams fuck the world!

New breed!
Where is the new breed?

One more shot, a last cigarette...
...for tomorrow we die
Existence as punishment
Unspeakable, unthinkable belief

So jack up and wither
In your pretext vortex
Maggot addict, on the floor again
It is yours to undercome
Mislocated, the place, the wrong time
Sinews ripped by talons
Filthy, broken, inadequate
Feel the worms under your skin

New breed...
Here is your new breed of spite!

Derision, I hear the laugh
A worm is in your gust, writhing
Effacing the face of disgust
I have nothing to lose
I will gave as I have received
No second hand justice hare
The shattered empire of the real
Dystopic nightmare is born again

Exorcise the demon
Abandon all hope, ye who enter her
Terrifying eyes, they see too much
Alone, sweating, madness, fear
An image of abject suffering
Never to flourish, never to grow
Toiling in the darkness
Kneel and scrape in the dirt

Articulate such misery
Wretched feculent hole
A tearstained smile, a glimmer of hope
Crushed like all the rest

New breed
Where is the new breed...?