Tracks

01. Chaos Lives In Everything
02. Kill Mercy Within
03. My Wall
04. Narcissistic Cannibal
05. Illuminati
06. Burn the Obedient
07. Sanctuary
08. Let's Go
09. Get Up
10. Way Too Far
11. Bleeding Out



01. Chaos Lives In Everything

Coming onto you
The hell you got me through
What would I have to do to kiss that frown
I know whats wrong with you
That fucked up part of you
Is gonna bury me under ground

Now I'm awake
Been stuck in a place I really hate
And it's not fate
Everything's just fine

So why must it be
Chaos Lives in Everything
Trapped inside a dream
It all comes back to me

Get away from you
Is what I gotta do
I want my soul back, I'll stand my ground
So walk away from me
You know this has to be
Another way for me to kiss that frown

And it's not fate
Everything's just fine

So why must it be
Chaos Lives in Everything
Trapped inside a dream
It all comes back to me
Now I'm guilty, not ashamed
Got this thing attached to me, throw it all away
It just comes back to me

Gonna take you
Gonna break you
Gonna rape you, fuck you bitch, frown
Sometimes I worry
Sometimes I'm sorry
Sometimes I just want to beat you down
Gonna take you
Gonna break you
Gonna rape you, fuck you bitch, frown
Sometimes I worry
Sometimes I'm sorry
Sometimes I just want to kiss that frown

I'm insane but now you gotta give it up to me
Life is wearing thin
My only pleasure is watching you give in
I tried
To pretend
All it got me was nothing in the end
I tried
To win
All it got me was nothing in the end

So why must it be
Chaos Lives in Everything
Trapped inside a dream
It all comes back to me
Now I'm guilty, not ashamed
Got this thing attached to me, throw it all away
It just comes back to me
It just comes back to me
It just comes back to me


02. Kill Mercy Within

Disgraced
Expendable, we are not really real
A mirage of solitude is what they try to heal and
I will not be made to feel we are sealed in a fake charade

Spewing bile atrocities
Bringing existence to it's knees
I will manifest my sins and
I will Kill Mercy Within
Immersed in this hypnotic spell
Influenced by the hate that swells
I'm not terrified anymore
There's nothing left but open sores

Disengaged
Relinquish the reality, I've known
I'm feeling like I'm alienated from my own and
I will not be made to feel we are sealed in a fake charade

Spewing bile atrocities
Bringing existence to it's knees
I will manifest my sins and
I will Kill Mercy Within
Immersed in this hypnotic spell
Influenced by the hate that swells
I'm not terrified anymore
There's nothing left but open sores

Spewing bile atrocities
Bringing existence to it's knees
I will manifest my sins and
I will Kill Mercy Within
Immersed in this hypnotic spell
Influenced by the hate that swells
I'm not terrified anymore
There's nothing left but open sores

Nothing left but open sores


03. My Wall

And along came something sacred
I never knew what I found
The demons dance around, elated
They're hurting me

I put my wall up each day
You tear it down
I hide in my space
The space you found
And one of these days
I'll come unbound
The feelings I hate
Will finally drown

Falling awake in a nightmare
Images of horror abound
Thought I stumbled upon salvation
Hell I found

I put my wall up each day
You tear it down
I hide in my space
The space you found
And one of these days
I'll come unbound
The feelings I hate
Will finally drown

Well, I'll never be the same
It's the greatest lie ever told
No, I'll never be the same
I sold my soul

I put my wall up each day
You tear it down
I hide in my space
The space you found
And one of these days
I'll come unbound
The feelings I hate
Will finally drown


04. Narcissistic Cannibal

Don't wanna be sly and defile you
Desecrate my mind and rely on you
I just wanna break this crown
But it's hard when I'm so run down

And you're so cynical, Narcissistic Cannibal!
Got to bring myself back from the dead!

Sometimes, I hate, the life, I made
Everything's wrong every time
Pushing on I can't escape
Everything that comes my way
Is haunting me taking its sweet time

Holding on I'm lost in a haze
Fighting life to the end of my days

Don't wanna be rude but I have to
Nothing's good about the hell you put me through
I just need to look around
See that life that has come unbound

And you're so cynical, Narcissistic Cannibal
Got to bring myself back from the dead

Sometimes, I hate, the life I made
Everything's wrong every time
Pushing on I can't escape
Everything that comes my way
Is haunting me taking its sweet time

Sometimes, I hate, the life I made
Everything's wrong every time
Pushing on I can't escape
Everything that comes my way
Is haunting me taking its sweet time

Holding on I'm lost in a haze
Fighting life to the end of my days

Holding on I'm lost in a haze
Fighting life to the end of my days


05. Illuminati

I can't believe what's happening
Where is your self control
Why can't you just be honest
The corruption takes its toll

You rape our hope
Too proud to cope
You built this house of shame
You smile, you gloat
This disease you promote
An infection is what we are now

I can't believe this happened
The fear starts to grab hold
Then anger starts to take over
I will not be controlled

You rape our hope
Too proud to cope
You built this house of shame
You smile, you gloat
This disease you promote
An infection is what we are now

They're taking over now
Eating up our souls somehow
Taking over now
Parasites, they run around
The culprits won't be found
They lie behind this mask of wealth
They're taking over now
Illuminati they hide

You rape our hope
Too proud to cope
You built this house of shame
You smile, you gloat
This disease you promote
An infection is what we are now

You rape our hope
Too proud to cope
You built this house of shame
You smile, you gloat
This disease you promote
An infection is what we are now


06. Burn the Obedient

Are you scared?

Holding on to sacred places
Holding on to what is found
I'm looking forward to see their faces
Flat on the ground, the horror profound
None of you people mean shit to me
Sadistic little fucking fantasy
Smashed on the ground in your own debris
While choking on your blood from the sodomy
None of you people mean shit to me
Sadistic little fucking fantasy
Burn the Obedient, set yourself free

Walk the path of secrecy
Used to heartless mockery
A hopeless fantasy that nothing changes
Your misery

All the damage it just erases
Mediocrity all around
The grandiose disorder replaces
Conditions of peace, is this my release?
None of you people mean shit to me
Sadistic little fucking fantasy
Smashed on the ground in your own debris
While choking on your blood from the sodomy
None of you people mean shit to me
Sadistic little fucking fantasy
Burn the Obedient, set yourself free

Walk the path of secrecy
Used to heartless mockery
A hopeless fantasy that nothing changes
Your misery

La La La, la la la x 4

Burn the obedient!
Burn the obedient!
Burn the obedient!
Burn the obedient!
Burn the obedient!
Burn the obedient!
Now!

Walk the path of secrecy
Used to heartless mockery
A hopeless fantasy that nothing changes
Your misery


07. Sanctuary

A slap in the face, it is endowed
The light of my life is put out somehow
I'm lying in pieces of emotions you control
You're feeding my sympathy the lie unfolds

Feeling this hostility, I pray
Begging, make this evil go away
Coveting the things I only fear
Building my sanctuary of blood and tears

The lines that I traced
Around the scars they swell
Inflamed with a sedative
To numb this spell

I'm lying in pieces of emotions you control
You're feeding this cancer
It's taken hold

Feeling this hostility, I pray
Begging, make this evil go away
Coveting the things I only fear
Building my sanctuary of blood and tears

Feeling animosity
When no one else is around
Blindly, I scream into the air
Eating my heart off the ground

Feeling this hostility, I pray
Begging, make this evil go away
Coveting the things I only fear
Building my sanctuary of blood and tears

Ground!


08. Let's Go

Let's Go!

What's the problem
Why can't you relax?
Inside hating on everything, that makes me mad
Love is scary and love is to blame
Guess I'll lose you and that is a shame
because I'm ovah you
Ovah you
Ovah you
Ovah you
Ovah you
Ovah you
Ovah you

Let's Go!

I'm taking over
I won't be lead astray
Life's doesn't last long
I gotta get away

The solution I try to reveal
Begs the question is how can you really be healed?
Hate is scary and hate is to blame
God, I need you and that is a shame
Because I need you
I need you
I need you
I need you
I need you
I need you
I need you

Let's Go!

I'm taking over
I won't be lead astray
Life's doesn't last long
I gotta get away

Gotta get away
Can't, can't get away
Gotta get away
Can't, can't get away
Gotta get away
Can't, can't get away
Gotta get away
Can't, can't get away
Gotta get away
Can't, can't get away
Gotta get away
Can't, can't get away
Gotta get away
Can't, can't get away
Gotta get away
Can't, can't get away

Let's Go!

I'm taking over
I won't be lead astray
Life's doesn't last long
I gotta get away


09. Get Up

I am clearly broken and no one knows what to do. Pieces of the puzzle dont fit so I cram them into you! Itching is the pulse inside; creeping up to come alive. It's just doing what its gonna do!

Times are looking grim these days. Holding on to everything. It's hard to draw the line.

Shut the fuck up; Get up! X 3

I can wait to rip my eyes out and look at you. Peace through pain is pleasure especialy when its done by you. Itching is the pulse inside; creeping out to come alive. Its just doing what its gonna do.

Times are looking grim these days. Holding on to everything. It's hard to draw the line. And I; I'm haunted by the memories; of what I've left behind.

Shut the fuck up; Get up! X 3

Times are looking grim these days. Holding on to everything. It's hard to draw the line. And I; I'm haunted by the memories; of what I've left behind.

Shut the fuck up; Get up! X 3


10. Way Too Far

Here it comes
Once again
'Irrational'
I give in
Paranoia
Expands within
Little voices start to begin:

Everyone's out to take your joy away
Constantly scheming to keep us at bay
Everyone's plotting and they are just taking
You must make it stop
Make them pay

Sometimes I just take things
Way Too Far
Irrational feeling
I just try too hard 'cause
What goes up, must come down
The problem is I have no bounds 'cause
Sometimes I just take things Way Too Far

Reality is surreal
Recklessness is all I feel
Now its really just a way
God, I hear the voices say:

Everyone's out to take your joy away
Constantly scheming to keep us at bay
Everyone's plotting and they are just taking
You must make it stop
Make them pay

Sometimes I just take things
Way Too Far
Irrational feeling
I just try too hard 'cause
What goes up, must come down
The problem is I have no bounds 'cause
Sometimes I just take things Way Too Far

Woohoo! Woohoo! Woohoo! Woohoo!

Sometimes I just take things
Way Too Far
Irrational feeling
I just try too hard 'cause
What goes up, must come down
The problem is I have no bounds 'cause
Sometimes I just take things Way Too Far


11. Bleeding Out

I'm staring at a face
I don't recognize
Rotten and replaced
Lifeless and benign
You can never say
That I didn't try
I can not erase
What's in my mind

I'm the one to give to you
I'm the one to break you thru
Anything you ever do will
Eat you up and impale you

I'm Bleeding Out
Been crucified by trusting you
Hate turns to shame
By praising you, adoring fool
I'm the one that set you free
Bound to burn for eternity 'cause
I'm Bleeding Out
You're never there when I need you

My thoughts they interlace
Been spun out for sometime
I wander in this maze
An act that is sublime
You can never say
That I didn't try
I cannot erase
What's in my mind

I'm the one to give to you
I'm the one to break you thru
Anything you ever do will
Eat you up and impale you

I'm Bleeding Out
Been crucified by trusting you
Hate turns to shame
By praising you, adoring fool
I'm the one that set you free
Bound to burn for eternity 'cause
I'm Bleeding Out
You're never there when I need you

I'm Bleeding Out
Been crucified by trusting you
Hate turns to shame
By praising you, adoring fool
I'm the one that set you free
Bound to burn for eternity 'cause
I'm Bleeding Out
You're never there when I need you