Tracks

01. Right Now
02. Break Some Off
03. Counting On Me
04. Here It Comes Again
05. Deep Inside
06. Did My Time
07. Everything I've Known
08. Play Me
09. Alive
10. Let's Do This Now
11. I'm Done
12. Y'all Want A Single
13. When Will This End
14. One



01. Right Now

I'm feeling mean today
Not lost, not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated
Self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame?
I Like my life insane
I'm fabricating and debating
Who I'm gonna kick around

Right now
Can't find a way
To get across the hate
When I see you

Right now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to slash and feed you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I'm feeling cold today
Not hurt just Fucked away
I'm devastated and frustrated
God I feel so bound
So why'd I feel the need?
I think it's time to bleed
I'm gonna cut myself
and watch the blood hit the ground

Right now
Can't find a way
To get across the hate
When I see you

Right now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to slash and feed you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

You open your mouth again
I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again,
My God I cannot take it

Shut up, shut up, shut up I'll Fuck you up [x5]

Right now
Can't find a way
To get accross the hate
When I see you

Right now
I'm feeling strange inside
I want to slash and feed you

Right now
I rip apart the things inside
That excite you

Right now
I can't control myself
I Fucking hate you

I Fucking hate you [x4]
I Fucking hate you (Shut up!) [x2]

Shut up!


02. Break Some Off

I am living without you
You think everything will be fine
I find making it hard to lie
Realize nothing is left inside

I'm About to break somebody off
Going to lose my mind
I'm About to break somebody off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I'm About to break somebody off
No it won't be fine
I'm About to break somebody off

My lies is going to hurt you
My fat not going to wait this time
I play, games just to despite you
I know, you're going to believe this time

I'm About to break somebody off
Going to lose my mind
I'm About to break somebody off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I'm About to break somebody off
No it won't be fine
I'm About to break somebody off

Feel me as I'm laughing
Leaving, eating, fucking
Hating all this bullshit
Maybe I can't stand this
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
I can't stand this

Fuck
I'm About to break somebody off
Going to lose my mind
I'm About to break somebody off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I'm About to break somebody off
No it won't be fine
I'm About to break somebody off
Off, off, off, off


03. Counting On Me

Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face?
Oh god the feelings I feel
When can they be thrown in a cage?
You're the one always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your so life care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?

Run away, I can't stay
Lead the away, make the Pain

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
Never write off your problems
And in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

You see the pain in my face
While you keep putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
You push me I won't go down
You're the one always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your so life care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?

Run away, I can't stay
Lead the away, make the Pain

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
Never write off your problems
And in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave

Could it really be the day, today?
Could this really make the problems go away?
I'm going to hurt just not in time

Right now!
- I take in all I can now
Right Now!
- You tore us all part
Right Now!
- There is nothing you can do to stop me
Right now x 9

Counting, on me.
Always hoping I'll be
Never write off your problems
And in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave x2


04. Here It Comes Again

Pounding, it starts again
Hurting, oh where do I began?
Screaming, they dance around my head
Hoping, they maybe end up dead

Feeling it ramble, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I feel that I can fight)
I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!

Silent it goes away
Patient oh, should I really stay?
Trying so hard to get ahead
Failure, is often where I'm lead

Feeling it ramble, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I feel that I can fight)
I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!

Oh I must hold on
Oh I won't be gone
Oh I won't stop now
Oh I don't know how

Why I can't hold on?
Why I can't be gone?
Why I can't stop now?
Why I'm don't know how?

Here we go again (again) x7

Feeling it ramble, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I feel that I can fight)
I can't fucking given in (I feel that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again


05. Deep Inside

I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead not thinking straight
Inside my body traveled full of hate
I had to let it out before its too late
Deep inside


Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and calling from deep inside

Why won't it fade?
Outside I had to lie, "I'm OK"
It hurts all day
I'll stop feeling clean
I guess this is the life I have made
Deep inside


Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and calling from deep inside

What am I doing?
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people
They take from me
Always they're bringing drama to me
Never...
Look at me now...
Now

Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me every time
Stuck in this place where I can't escape
Screaming and calling from deep inside

I can't stand all of this fucking pain
Please god just go away
Please god just make them pay


06. Did My Time

Realized I can never win
Sometimes feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me

Tell me, why am I blame
Aren't we supposed to be the same
Thats why I will never tame
This thing thats burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel anger changing me

Sometimes I can never tell
If I've got something after me
Thats why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me

Tell me, why am I to blame
Aren't we supposed to be the same
Thats why I will never tame
This thing thats burning in me

I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Betrayed
I feel so
Enslaved
I really tried
I did my time [x4]

I am the one that chose my path
I am the one who couldn't last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me

Oh god the angers changing me [x1]


07. Everything I've Known

Away, I see it's going down
Today, Hoping in time,
Will bury all this time
And will awake something inside

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
Then we fight

Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything I known

Our lives, were good in every way
Too late, time after time
Our love just turned to hate
But we stayed by each others side

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
Then we fight

Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything I known

I keep holding on, I feel I'm where I belong
Every time time we fight, it feels so wrong
I feel so enslaved fuck my pride
Then we meet again

We pushed our buttons far inside
We tear our hearts out
Then we fight

Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
That I've known, I cannot survive alone
It feels like I lost everything I known


08. Play Me

Nas:
Everybody's an Enemy
Telling me lies and it's killing me
Why they all want to get rid of me
Everybody's my enemy
Several try to disguise the devil in them
Want to get into my cerebellum but I'm
Ready and willing to tell them I can't f with them
Exhale so hard it got my chest swelling
Like my dick does watching nekkid women
Do sick stuff on my porn collection on television

Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
They all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of y'all
Cuz everybody is an enemy x2

Nas:
Watching my own back
Strapped with chrome, to my homies
Where the tombstones at, where the hoes at?
Cuz too many didn't act like dikes, hermaphrodites
With pens, they're not men
Look at the trash they're writin'
Their life 'n time, it's kinda weirder
Than the life 'n time of the sandman
O(r a)n Apollo Theater
Imagine that for a black with a hook
Who pulled that wack talent off the stage(?)
I'm enraged

Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
They all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of y'all
Cuz everybody is an enemy x2

Jon:
You (fill/throw) your lies around me
And you think you've won
You feel you can control me
With the things you've done

Jon:
You think that you can take me
You think that you can play me
You're going to start to hate me
I feel that you('ve) disgraced me (repeat all 4x more)

Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
They all just pretend to be
Fuck Everybody this is to all of y'all
Cuz everybody is an enemy x2


09. Alive

I cannot ever find a away
To throw these darkened thoughts away
You need a place to hide
It's thrown in my face everyday
I guess that's the price I have to pay
For what's inside my mind

Alive!

I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cry
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I die
Now I'm alive

Alive

Little things tempt me everyday
Contemplating's how I like to play
Better not cross that line
What's this in my head I didn't say
It's something I can't throw away
What's inside my mind

I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cry
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I die
Now I'm alive

I bide my time
I'm intertwined
I'm falling in this place
I thought I left behind

Alive

I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cry
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I die
Now I'm alive


10. Let's Do This Now

Let's Do This Now

Run nowhere to no-where
Too chicken shit to face
I'm gonna go there
The beer I cannot taste
You think you got me
You're gonna tumble down
Keep coming for me
I'll drop you on the ground

I fuck with no one
Until you get into my face

Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, My fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x2

You're gonna feel how
I really am with you
You're going no where
Don't really know what to do
It's going to go on
Until you run away
You can't control me
You best do in my way

I fuck with no one
Until you get into my face

Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, My fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x2

Don't you know that
You can touch me
Don't you know that
You can bring me down
Oh my life would be so easy now
If you haven't stepped across that line
line, line

Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, My fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x5


11. I'm Done

We are the pain
We are the shame
We've gone insane
Inside where no ones around

I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all
Make me play

I'm done being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down

We are estranged
We are deranged
I can't explain
How you all break me apart

I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all
Make me play

I'm done being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down

We wait, we hate
We try to get away
Mistake my pain
It has been lead astray
I'm Looking around, I drop to the ground
Why does it have to end this way

Feeling numb, so long
Oh God it's just everyday
It's everything
Now I pray for all of them to go away!

I'm done being there for others
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down


12. Y'all Want A Single

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that [x2]
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Boom Boom Boom Boom

What's going on today?
We gotta break away
We got a problem and
I think it's going to make us go down

They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that [x4]

What's going on today?
Why must it be this way?
We're going nowhere and
We're still knocking the need to bow down

They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that [x4]

We are the ones breaking you down
We are the hope to drown out your sounds
All Across the world you think we're to found
All Across the world you're breaking you down

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that shit [x4]

Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, Fuck that [x6]


13. When Will This End

Standing inside rotting away
Something inside of me has been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

Hopeless inside alone as I wait
Brewing inside of me enduring this hate
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?

The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying and the lying always shines right thru
My God I hate this
Always take shit
Can I let this go on?
Why can't I break this
I just take this
As this goes on and on

End
When will this end? [x7]

I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?


14. One

Music & lyrics by Metallica
I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel the scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I can not see
That there's not much left of me
Nothing's real but pain now

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me

Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me

Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me

Now the world is gone I'm just one
Oh please help me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, help me

Darkness
Imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
Trapped in myself
Body my holding cell

(Get 'em up! Get 'em up!)

Landmine
Has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with a life in Hell