We try to estimate our prize in others eyes

One dignity delays for all
None evade memorial crumbs

Thoughts - the nearest dreams recede - unrealized
They have - Power to kill without power to die

I can wade grief all pools of it I'm used to that
But oftentimes among my mind god was profaned
Disected now by bleaker pain I hate the despair
That devastated nonsense's real so easy to repair

They say that time assuages - time never did assuage

Thought are so far of the mind
Self-existence you have to find

Pain is anterior to the life - Pain is posterior to the death

Surrounded by bodiless concealed
Like the word in the empty prison

Hate cannot harm a foe so reticent
Who have no life but this to lead it here

Never word would be the same
So when at times the mob is swayed
To carry praise or blame to far
We may close in ourselves

If you rise from nowhere up to somewhere
From being no one up to being someone
Be sure to keep repeating to yourself
Yo owe it to an arbitrary god

Beware of coming too much to the surface and using for
Apperel what was meant
To be the curtain of the inmost soul

I am to absent - to scare myself with my faces
The loneliness - where no human race is

Death is a cobweb on the soul
That surrounds at last
It is a stealthy surgeon conducted first
By pallid innuendoes and dim explain

But brace at last with bugles
And a bisected coach
It bears away in triumph to truth unknown
You call not that far that can be had

The going from the world we know
To the world a wonder still
Who ponders this tremendous scene
Those who will be in the grave

To pity those know her not - is helped by the regreat
That those who know her, know her less -
The nearer her they get

Grey shadows fill your mind
Follow the god that failed
Showing the gratitude
Burn your bridges of blind

Endless frustration
Within your concious mind
Veil of deception
Senseless of all mankind

No disguize can hide your pain
Memories linger in your brain
The aggression you cry out
If somebody cross you way

Odds of resignation
String discrimination
Look into uncerlaity
Mad and conformity

In seclusion - mind reactions

Empty metaphor
Overgrowth of remembrance
Going to unknown

Unavoidable pain
Platitudes
Divergences
Insinuations

Overholmed by faith -
Can you see the maze?

Restless penetration empty lies to truth
Hiding in the darkness in the world unreal

Still turning in the mad

There is a dismay
There is a despair
There is a mistrust
There is a fear

While we were fearing it
It came but came with less of fear
Because that fearing it so
Long had almost made it fair

Fear is a test of the trouble but it is not a remedy
If such it prove it prove too there was no melady

Retreat - was out of hope
Behind - a sealed route
Before the white flag
At eternity's gate

Chatter your reality
Recreate the rules of play
No more blood no more pain
Your life on you depends

I am part of you - I create your view
I do not change conviction - I do not feel restriction

I immunized against your system -
You ask me who am I

I reflused your world
I reflused language
I destroyed your culture
To create myself

Images are disappointing accustomed to illusion
I feeding imperfection imposture and predictions

I shall laught the worst laught
I ever laughed
I am cursed
I am died

You want to feel my breath
You want to see my death
You want to see my blood
False step would be my last

I cam here to command
I came here to observe
I came here to provide
I came to stimulate

I want to show you I am different now
I want to show experiment of life
I want to stop unacountable cry
I want to give definition of mind

Remorses, frustration
Subtraction, restriction

Senseless death of all mankind
Mindless, dumb and empty lies
All virtues had faded away
Drifting in the streams of prey

Open life sent me distrected
Justify without a consequence
Swivel eyes from pose to pose
From every side strike at my control

Since someone will forever on this ground
Blinding theologies will pass by
Doesen't matter who your future hold
Cause life is neuter and the past is end

I got depressed I couldn't be really myself
Madness sorrow world out intelligence
The thought of dying
Transfigured me into untruth
Where I live don't believe in any cure

Same hand - that helps - betrays
Same hand - that builds - destroys

Endless empty maze
Chaotic violence
Controversial thoughts
No understending words

Faith cheaper than mad
Is changing our fate

Hate is still alive
Heresy and graft

We grow accustomed to the dark
When the light is put away

And so we move as far
As enemies

The thought behind we try to join
Unto the thought before

Death is a dialogue between the spirit and the dust
Dilapidation's processes are organized decays
Fundamental cause going from the world we know
Life is only pain but dying is a different way

We make ourselves a place apart
Behind light words that tease and flout

And so we move as far
As enemies