Do you know why am I alive?!
For carry on my pines
And pines of existence
Can never heal

I have tried to solve my pains
But I cant
I have tried to forget my pains
But I cant
I have tried to kill myself
But I cant
I want to die
But I cant

I've been playing with the death angel
For so many years
And I try to lose
But I cant
And my only hope is losing!
Once and last hope
To die

And as I take a look to my being
I see nothing except ruins of my wailings
And I envy to the day when I knew nothing
And I envy to my past and days of unknowing

I envy to my childhood dreams
When life was not gray style
When sun was shining to me
I envy to the day when I Knew nothing

I have nothing to do with this world....
Death to you all
Goodbye world of crying goodbye
Goodbye world of pains goodbye

To decay my pains
I have to destroy my life
Because I am nazhand
I am the lord of all pines
And instead of the blood
My pains streams in my veins
And as I decay my pains
My life should become end
And the only thing I have is a
Bloody knife to cut my life
Oh knife caress me again
The only thing that I have is you
When you pat me I feel warmth of death embrace
Oh death hug me I need you

Oh death, when I feel your warmth
I touch my heart
And I feel my pains are healing
Oh death, help me to heal
Oh death hug me
I need you
I want to die
I need to die

And I smile to the world
A world full of akhsheyjs
A world full of lies
A world full of cries

And I curse the world of cries
And I curse my life
And I curse existence
Existence is chain
Life is chain

And all of cosmic
Is full of incoherence
And that means existence
Is vain
And that means
World is going to nowhere
Existence is
Vain effort

And I curse the world of cries
And I curse my life
And I curse existence
Existence is chain
Life is chain
Life is vain

Life is equal to pine,
Life is grief
Life is buried in sorrows
And griefs
So what is the reason of
Existence
What is the goal?
What is the meaning of being?

Meaning of all days and nights is
"Existence should become end"
Death to being
Death to life

[hey, little baby]
Evade from the world
Evade from the life
That hurt you so much
That is hateful
No one never help you
And no one never hear you
No one never understand
What is your wounds

Never you can heal your pains
Never you can forget
You are only a carrier of torture
There is no goal in the life
And that is all vain

Man is an empty carrier
Carrier of torture
Carrier of cries
Carrier of pains
Carrier of sorrows
Which always are grow
Life is wound
And memories are salt in wounds

Leave the world
And never look your behind
That is all sorrow
That is all hate
That is all cry
That is all pain
That is all grey shining of griefs

You will have no memory, except your tears
And all tears are dust of wounds of being
So leave the world and never come back to it
Leave the world
Never look your behind
Death to being
Death to life

Man is an empty carrier
Carrier of torture
Carrier of cries
Carrier of pines