Stare into nothingness
In the empty hearts abode
Pale figures, the mirrors show
Our souls have turned to stone
Our hearts have lost their glow
In a paradise useless
In reality worthless
Don't let your dying dreams escape
Hold hard that precious way
To stay alive

in these futile moments
How slow the numbers change
The waves of the past swallow me
Shadows on the wall
Dark figures wave at me
Pale angels weep
And sing a siren song

I'm tired of it all
Of this dead end life
Waiting for your call
I've languished too long

In these timeless hours
In the shell of loneliness
Inside walls that suppress me
I hear the sound of my heart
I know I'll never sleep again
I hear the sound of my heart
I know I'll never dream again

I'm tired of it all
Of this dead end life
Waiting for your call
I've languished too long
I've languished too long

I really have to leave now
Can't stay here anymore
No more
We've come too far
Not another day no more
There is no return
No words to explain
No excuses left to make
There is no one to blame
There is no one else to blame but me

I've lost myself
And i lost you
Things are not well
I know you see it too
No they're not well
I know you feel it too
There is no return
No point of going on
All excuses that we made
There is no one to blame
There is no one else to blame but me

To hear a thousand screams
To drown inside my dreams
Everytime i close my eyes
I see your shape within

To find and lose again
To stray in the dark
To let my heart explode
I can't let go

Shades of blue
Swallowed you
Now i am sinking as you were
My voice was mute
As i called you
You left my heart empty

To touch the clouds
To feel warmth again
Your aura still paints
The sky and unveils
Your beauty

Shades of blue
Swallowed you
Now i am sinking as you were
My voice was mute
As i called you
You left my heart empty

With the falling leaves
These pictures fade away
Moments of slow motions
What used to be
Is now just a dream

Echoes of silent voices
I'm living this life
Without myself
The wings of angels hanging down

My heart is torn and i'm tired
Of listening to the sound of rain
No difference between
What's real and what is a dream
Through this soft white world i walk

So deep i have fell
These dreamy dimensions
Under your spell
Where all is perfect
In soft clouds i've drowned
A deepest kind of slumber
My feet have lost the ground
Will i ever wake up again?
Will i ever fall down again?

Still something's missing
My core still aches
Longs for bygone moments
Quietly withers and breaks
I descend further away
Alowly begin to fade
Inside this world i am astray
Will i ever find home again?
Will i ever be whole again?
Will i ever wake up again?
Will i ever fall down again?

One bleak moment
Heart ever aching
A plaintive whisper
My endless craving
Shards of glass
Under my skin

Buried in snow i found you
Deserted and left to pine
Buried in snow i found you
Cast aside and left to die

One fleeting touch
Soul ever aching
A woeful scene
My world breaking
A universe blue
You still adorn

Buried in snow i found you
Deserted and left to pine
Buried in snow i found you
Cast aside and left to die

Heartbroken emotions
That dwell within
My fading memories
Of the sweetest of all

Whisper my name
So i would know
Touch my skin to show
That i'm still alive
Break these fetters
The world has grown
Around my heart
Abandoned and cold
How can i live without you
There is no love without you

I've tried to become alive again
To get out of this night
I've tried to become alive
To live with a dead soul
I have tried

I cannot forget
I'm weary to try
Now all my emotions
Wither and die
I feel numb inside
Break these fetters
The world has grown
Around my heart
Abandoned and cold
I cannot live without you
There is no love without you

This garden will never bloom
The moments that shone are far
This ocean no longer blue
Conceals all beauty
Drowns us in gloom

Pale ghosts in the shadows
Dead faces in the water
Barren spaces left behind
Melt into waves
In the empty flow
Everlasting stains
A quiet solitude
Tension wanes within
I am as empty as the ocean

The promises i made for you
Part from the seams too soon
Pipe-dreams torn apart
Slowly pass on
Vanish for good
Vanish for good

The world is tranquil now
Close your weary eyes
Let sleep wash away
This desolate reality
Tell you a fairy tale
Tell realities apart

This is our haven
Wthin this quiet room
You'll be safe
Until the dreams escape
The dreams always escape

Am i still alive?