Tracks

01. Disposable
02. Swansong Of Senses
03. Ode To A Failure
04. 8th Ocean Dried
05. Gravity
06. A Series Of Unfortunate Concurrencies
07. Burn The Memory
08. A Pause In The Disaster
09. Disciple Of The Sun
10. I Lost



01. Disposable

Go!
Released from your mortal touch of taint!
A flick of a switch,
dismissal complete!"

Breathless corpse!
A tag on my toe to certify my status,
the words were engraved on:
"subject of the past"!

Time
Has failed to heal the pain
and nothing keeps me sane,
this war's I was the only hostage!
Still
your ghost is in my brain,
your needle's in my vain,
my sanity's a distant project!

Gone!
And stranded among these faceless clones,
It's not gonna work!
The fire got no pulse!

This cruel guise
is squashing my face beyond control
and flays all my skin with no mercy,
grinds my essence down!

And I felt disposable!
I felt defiled…


02. Swansong Of Senses

Ceased from this fading pleasure
when sober words crushed on the wall
Lights out, I still wonder
what killed the last of senses,
made all the colors go numb
and left me behind it
facing the truth once again

Who's to blame?
It's not the light that parted
it's not the war we started
it's not the sun that fires blanks!
It's your senses shutting down
It's your eyes that did shut down

Forced to renounce the treasure
Deaf ears worn out my piercing voice
Whatever you are worth
you don't deserve this bleeding
Your drama this loss of touch
Soul's in isolation
Face your decay once again!

Blame the eclipse of the sun
Blame me the damage is done

It's not the light that parted
it's not the war we started
it's not the sun that fires blanks

Don't chase me
erase me
Break this thrall that
tore me apart!


03. Ode To A Failure

Defeat in motion
Casualty of your inner war
Surreal apprising
consequence of this never-ending state of flux
Degeneration
Betting how low you can go
Too much of nothing
Don't even bother to retreat or hide your tracks

How can I breathe
when these windows are sealed!
I can't rely on your
foul self again!
Havoc, no control,
could I ever decipher your thoughts?
I can't pretend all was
washed away by rain!

Urge your demons (count me our!)
I see your breakdown's getting near
(getting near)
Urge your demons
Chase your reasons
Urge your demons (count me our!)
I see your breakdown's getting near
(getting near)
A fall unending
haunted by your self created fear

A sick disorder
killing the light before the glow
and scars grow deeper
watching you fight the windmills of your fairytale
Imposed the distance
Another hand you're dragging down
Your failed existence
terminates here and those unbroken will prevail


04. 8th Ocean Dried

Dry, like you cannot believe
Not wasting time to grieve
I'll stop obliteration,
I will leave

A shiver down my spine
a figure once divine
The strength of desperation
crushed your shrine

This sun is fading
and time was never part of this alliance
This sun is fading
and I was not an object of defiance

Diver of the vastness of your waters,
chained and prayed to set me free
Now the pores released the spite
drained your ocean off of me

Thirst, consume me, show your greed
Your leeches I will feed
until there's no more blood
for me to bleed

Come wash away the stain
elation after pain
thus no more of your traces
will remain

Water's burning, winds are turning
I command now when the sun sets…


05. Gravity

Behind your finger hides your great fixation
You can't escape by attempting levitation
Even if you defeated pain, that solemn feeling,
it's arrogant to think you'll win your weight!

Stand on the air, but with no wings to fly
Mental deception, you don't even try
Sky's not for everyone, limit's too high
You won't believe,
you're not immortal, you'll die!

Conceive at last the fact you're not the hunter
Surrender to the force that drags you under
If you ever upraise the crave, reality will…
…will hold your lovely feet down to the ground!


06. A Series Of Unfortunate Concurrencies

Relinquish the vortex
and then the blind stared at the sun
Through the rubble
wonders seem so untrue

A later illusion,
the "golden era" has begun
All these years
I've been searching for you!

Sudden impulse
This blowing smoke deceive the eyes
Once again, adolescence
filled up the gap with lies

And I was there
the counterweight
to even up the score
Painful blow, the beast within
betray me, start the war!

In a series of unfortunate concurrencies we lost
Curse the meaning, brush off prosperity
and the boundaries crossed
Your relentless mind motivated was,
despite what you've been sold
Cracks appeared
frail substance
let descent unfold!

Moral combat
Years of destruction stole the light
Solar tense, obedience
the reason will ignite

And I was there
about to go
and blow the past away
Once I thought I knew it all,
but failed to save the day

Bound together,
this will never end!
Show's over
when one of us die…


07. Burn The Memory

All I express,
my essence you're sure that you know!
Another illusion you have,
modesty's the word, but you don't know it!

Present I am
And nothing belongs to the past!
I don't know why I should forget,
you got it wrong, so you should forget it!

I see you falling…

Progress you claim,
I've moved on is all that I hear…
Another attempted escape,
typical try to avoid reality!

Pompous I sound,
I meant every word that I said!
You think that I'm wasting my breath,
Patience a virtue and you don't have it!

So you lost the plot
and I had my share in that!
But I've crossed the border now!
Crossed the border…

Burn, burn, burn,
from the ruins rise,
the disaster is by your side!
Burn, burn,
in oblivion dive,
'cause I have to restore my pride!


08. A Pause In The Disaster

What I see debris you see a mould

Jaded by the blow
An instant calibration of my head
all the given's lost
Treated like a foe
A total cancellation of myself,
On you surface frost

What I see debris you see a mould

No need to pray
No words to say
Your eyes are blind
I'll run away
I found the way
My sea, your bay
I think this time
I'll pull away

While you insist in living life
In your bubble
I'm leaving traces of my skin
on the rubble

I'm falling
I'm crawling
Appalling
Nothing's the same
I'm falling
I'm crawling
Appalling
Everything's changed

No need to pray
No words to say
Your eyes are blind
I'll run away
I found the way
My game, your play
I think this time
I'll get away

I'm sick if the words
that makes everything nice
I can't justify
furthermore any vice
and there's only one
that can wipe out the shame
Whatever I do
it will stay just the same


09. Disciple Of The Sun

Why are you asking me to profane your icon,
destroy the flesh and the bones of this still?
I can't remain translusive, hiding in vapour,
injecting life to a such foul will!

So long to this endeavour, I've stretched my sensors
discern the one, and I keep my track clean
Frantic image but flawless, your contradictions
won't mystify me and make you obscene!

Failed to discourage my faith,
I still remain the disciple I was ages ago…

…Until the time that these eyes will restate their presence!
…Until your poisoned soul's total convalescence!
…Until you get that these days weren't just a number!
…Until the wake from your never ending slumber!

I still remain…
I still remain!

Failed to discourage my faith,
I still remain the disciple I was ages ago…

All through the years
I was searching truth through madness
Absent, I only saw
fragments of your aptness
I'll be devoted
in happiness and sadness,
Until the rays of your sun
will enlighten my darkness…


10. I Lost

Another day with my obscure reflection I'll survive
An image so grotesque, from dreaming myself I deprive…

Spreading the disease,
through my lungs I blow to please
the necessity to state
that I won't let you down!

Tendencies concealed,
got no armour nor a shield
Still on crutches try to stand,
I can't afford to frown!

Glasses on the wall,
scattered splinters on my floor
Like a custom made machine
that will inflict the pain

Weather is my foe
and my cloud is hanging low
Broken shelter over me
I can't escape the rain

I scream but you don't hear
I'm far but always near
Excuses I had none
in denial I ran

Elusive to your ear
Confusing words now clear
The justice isn't done
My evil side has won!

A burden of my own, my dreadful past I can't defy!
A nail in my flesh for every time I made you cry!

Spreading the disease,
through my lungs I blow to please
the necessity to state
that I won't let you down!

Tendencies concealed,
got no armour nor a shield
Still on crutches try to stand,
I can't afford to frown!

You thought it'll disappear,
But clearly so severe
The stain was never gone
it just can't be undone!

I whisper in your ear
the tragedy of fear
The justice of the gun
carved this scar of the sun…

A nail in my flesh for every time I made you cry!

…And that may sound strange to you
but that's exactly what I see…

…And what I see is what I feel!
…And what I feel is what counts!
…And it's far beyond you can conceive!
…It's far beyond you want to believe!

Behind every window of my memory!
Over the every day survival!
In every corner that the eye can catch!
Above everybody else!
Above everybody else…

I lost!