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Medicated - Descension lyrics



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01. Fallen One

This second in time has passed us by
Like the sickening souls I ask oh why
Why you do it, why oh why you do it
Turn me inside out

This time, this is the last time
When you cross that line
This time, I can see the sign

This time I'm the fallen one
To spread my wings of lies

I've been casting shadows on our days
Even those that could have changed my way of living in this lie

This time, this is the last time
When you cross that line
This time, I won't decline

This time I'm the fallen one
To spread my wings of lies

I've been casting shadows on our days
Even those that could have changed my way of living in this lie
And you've been casting those shadows too
Even when we could have changed our way of living in this lie

Smoke rising in the horizon
Fire and deceit are drawing us closer
Closer to our truth

I've been casting shadows on our days
Even those that could have changed my way of living in this lie
And you've been casting those shadows too
Even when we could have changed our way of living in this lie

Smoke rising in the horizon
Fire and deceit are drawing us closer
Closer to our end

02. Breakdown

You force me your lies
You force me your life
I remain motionless inside
When these dreams are force-fed to me
I believe I can truly learn to see

I fly to stars, I get to real high
Then I start to fall
I get to real stars, I get the real scars

I'm breaking down beyond the point of no return
I'm losing myself, locked away into the night

Standing close to losing my mind
Never had visions of this kind
I can't refuse from the urge to give it another push

I fly to stars, I get to real high
Then I start to fall
I get to real stars, I get the real scars

I'm breaking down beyond the point of no return
I'm losing myself, locked away into the night

Do you feel my pain and will you listen
I don't want to get away, I'm lost inside my mind

Do you feel my pain and will you listen
I don't want to get away, I'm lost inside my mind
Do you feel my pain and will you listen
Locked inside you

03. Recitation

I have told you it before
So many times before
You haven't got a clue
You will never see it clear
You live in constant fear
You haven't got a clue
Do you get it?
Now it's all about to change
It's all about the rage
I have kept inside of me

This time I'm coming strong
It is time for new sins

I'm coming all clean
Nothing left to hide
Expanding darkness
Until it's on our side

I'm turning this around
Beaten to the ground (I've been beaten to the ground)
Now it's all about to change
It's all about the rage
I have kept inside of me

This time I'm coming strong
Wash away your old sins
Time for new ones

I'm coming all clean
Nothing left to hide
Expanding darkness
Until it's on our side

I'm turning this around
Beaten to the ground (I've been beaten to the ground)
Now it's all about to change, it's all about to change
You've beaten to the ground, forcefully decrowned
Now it's all about to change
It's all about the rage
I have kept inside of me

Same old feeling
Now it's all about to change
It's all about the rage
I have kept inside of me

(I'm turning this around
Beaten to the ground)
Same old feeling
(Now it's all about to change
It's all about the change)

04. Delusion

I'm lacking all insight
Too blind to perceive what's inside
Too close to judge my own conceptions
Please tell me what do I see

Distorting senses, cling on to delusions
Oh, it's so comforting, controlling one's oppression
The ever-growing void inside

Unraveling the thread that leads to new delusions
Driven by desires of self-deception, misconception, come and prove me wrong

Distorting senses, cling on to delusions
Oh, it's so comforting, controlling one's oppression
The ever-growing void inside your soul

Grasping air while you fall
Whatever makes you stand like strong
But truth will beg for hidden call
As long as you deny it

Deny me

Grasping air while you fall
Whatever makes you stand like strong
But truth will beg for hidden call
As long as you deny it

Grasping air while we fall
Whatever makes us stand like strong
As long as we deny it

Deny me

05. Heaven In Shadows

Well you haven't convinced me
To step into the other side
When you only avoid me
And preach until it will divide us

We are the fallen
(The fallen ones)
Can you hear me out
I'm calling for you

Run my child and never stop before you see the glow
Heaven's only found in shadows
Heed my words, the end is only here to help us to let it go
See this glow of prophetic soul

Well you do disappoint me
When you speak with tongues that should be cut
It's far from the wisdom that I have seen inside the brightest minds

We are the fallen
(The fallen ones)
Can you hear me out
I'm coming for you

Run my child and never stop before you see the glow
Heaven's only found in shadows
Heed my words, the end is only here to help us to let it go
See this glow of prophetic soul

Run my child and never stop before you see the glow
Heaven's only found in shadows
Heed my words, the end is only here to help us to let it go
See this glow of prophetic soul

Heaven's only found in shadows
Prophetic soul

06. I Will Fall

When I fall, I'll fail you all
I'm falling through, my life's overdue
I will fall (I will fall again)
I'll fail you all

I don't share the belief that what you'll get is what I'll lose, inch by inch
I will carry all this load until I will break down and crumble in ruins

Because I have seen with my own eyes when the unbreakable comes crashing down

Will you confront and withstand
Or will you break up and fall down

Have you crumbled in your ruins
Have you fallen into pieces
Have you crawled inside my skin
I have you slithered into my mind

It's hard to breathe here underneath all this weight, complete deceit my defeat
All will decay

When I fall, I'll fail you all
I'm falling through, my life's overdue
I will fall
I'll fail you all
I will fall
I will fail

Have you crumbled in your ruins
Have you fallen into pieces
Have you crawled inside my skin
I have you slithered into my mind

07. Deliverance

I was born to dwell in your suffering like you wanted me to
Weep to get breath
Burned up salvation
Deliverance is a lie

You have me restrained, unwilling to be safe, chained to faith, I'm dismayed
My thoughts are denied, punished and defiled
Deliverance is a lie

I'm forlorn of hope and deliverance just like you wanted to
Abuse and forget, I won't be upset
Deliverance is a lie

Dismantle my emotions
You know that I desire damnation

Now we let go though we're already gone
Can you see the world that suffers
When we're passing through
Now we let go of the forthcoming peace
Can you feel the pain that uncovers
When we're passing through

I've given up on trying to stand up straight
Nothing remains, except this faith
Why I weep to get breath
Burned up salvation
Deliverance is a lie

Dismantle my emotions
You know that I desire damnation

Now we let go though we're already gone
Can you see the world that suffers
When we're passing through
Now we let go of the forthcoming peace
Can you feel the pain that uncovers
When we're passing through

I will have my damnation

You have me restrained in faith
You have me chained to fate

Now we let go though we're already gone
Can you see the world that suffers
When we're passing through
Now we let go of the forthcoming peace
Can you feel the pain that uncovers
When we're passing through

08. End Of Lifeline

This battle will end our lifeline
Soon there will be a war
That will cast a darkness and blood lines will be cut, I am dying

I'll sacrify us
No compromises

They say soon there will be a war
So be sure what you are fighting for

This silence is proof of my violence
Like your bloodstained face
You didn't bow to me without a punishment
Sing your lament for the dead

They say soon there will be a war
So be sure what you are fighting for

When it's bleak I will drag you down
When you're weak I will keep you unbound
When it's dark I will lead you astray
I'm here to curse you all will end up slayed

This war will end our lifeline
Soon I will be deceased
I will cast the darkness and blood lines will be cut, we are dying now

When it's bleak I will drag you down
When you're weak I will keep you unbound
When it's dark I will lead you astray
I'm here to curse you all will end up slayed

When it's bleak I will drag you down
When you're weak I will keep you unbound
When it's dark I will lead you astray
I'm here to curse you all will end up slayed

09. Next In Line

Out in the cold, amidst the darkened trees of life
No hope is left, the line's broken with knife

Should flee or should I call for those who'll serve
Conceal their deep dismay, hold their head up high

My heart is filled with rage again
The inner war is raging on

I'm standing alone in this field of loss
Only death will take me and carry me across
Between these crosses, row by row
Only death will take its toll and walk with me into war

I'm running amok, bloodstained marks of hopeless lives
Concealing their deep dismay, spreading row by row

My heart is filled with rage again

I'm standing alone in this field of loss
Only death will take me and carry me across
Between these crosses, row by row
Only death will take its toll and walk with me into war

And walk with me into war

10. I Rise

I'm crippled and kneeling down
Shins scraped with narrow mindscape
Worn mind and turned against myself
Repeated lines until I fit the shape
I'm stone, my flesh is beaten down
Eyes closed baptized until I drown
Pure mind, my flesh is beaten down
Until the end

I rise, through darkened kingdom on the Earth
Through pain eroding my worth

I was made to stand up, but told to face the wall
No tears, I'm built inside these walls
No fears, I'm built to thrive for flaws

I'm shielding my inside
Because it's all that is left for now

I rise, through darkened kingdom on the Earth
Through pain eroding my worth
While this sickness corrodes my words
I rise

I rise, through darkened kingdom on the Earth
Through pain eroding my worth
While this sickness corrodes my words
I rise

I rule
I rule
Through darkened kingdom

11. Chains Of Gone

I'm haunted by dreams
These dreams of stained
Stained medals of truth
Fouled and shamed

Across this field I flee
Rip through these chains of gone

I'm running 'til I'm close to losing my mind
Cut these bonds and make me strong again for another lifeblood

Endless haunting pain
Leading us astray
From the truth we know
Leading us astray

I'm hunting it down
Down to the last
Last echoes of truth
Bowed and malformed

Leading us away
Away from the truth
Away from it all

I'm running 'til I'm close to losing my mind
Cut these bonds and make me strong again tonight

Endless haunting pain
Leading us astray
From the truth we know
Leading us astray

Endless haunting pain
Leading us astray
From the truth we know
Leading us astray

Leading us away
Away from the truth
You're leading us away
Away from it all

12. My Descent

They are coming out of the darkness
Reaching through the veil of pain
Deforming life and all around me
I can feel the upcoming pain

Clinging on the verge of madness
Finding shelter in my fear
Discoloring the shades of shame
Dismantling sanity, delaying blame

Gather around my grave
Testify my full descent
Descent towards my grave
Inclination downwards to my final home
Force me down this path
Inclination downwards to my final home
Gather around my grave
Testify my full descent
Descent towards my grave
Force me down this path

We are dwelling in your madness
Given birth by disquieting pain
Deforming life and all around you
Can you feel the upcoming pain

Beyond pain

Gather around my grave
Testify my full descent
Descent towards my grave
Inclination downwards to my final home
Force me down this path
Inclination downwards to my final home
Gather around my grave
Testify my full descent
Descent towards my grave
Force me down this path I'm on