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01. Nothings Remains

Ain't done much about nothing
I can't face all of this rage
It Fills me up, left to drown
From inside
A wish to hide

Why am I sent here
Where nothing remains
Am I sent here
Where nothing remains

The truth I cannot bend or break
Is the one I cannot understand
What I cannot mend or fake
I can't comprehend
Comprehend

I can't face all my fears
I ain't the same no more
The one you thought you knew
Has slowly died
The truth you told me was all and a lie

Why am I sent here
Where nothing remains
Am I sent here
Where nothing remains

The truth I cannot bend or break
Is the one I cannot understand
What I cannot mend or fake
I can't comprehend

Why am I here
Nothing remains
Nothing at all
Nothing at all

02. No Love Last

Just as words are nothing worth
When kept unspoken
All love given was gone lost and left
Crippled and broken

Crippled and broken

All love given gone to waste
All tears shed turned to liquid hate
All feelings lost their taste
'Cause no love, no love lasts

No love
No love left
No love (love)
No love lost

Truth hurts and time heals slow
I'll cry unseen
All love given gone lost only alive
Within a dream

Within a dream

No love
No love left
No love (love)
No love lost

(Each drop served soothes the pain
I'm done with crying
Each glass emptied fills my brain of memories
Of my self-denying)

No love, no love, no love, no love

(Shiny happy people slowly killing me
Don't they know
That a pot on the shoulder don't mean shit
When a person's lost at sea...)

No love, no love, no love, no love

03. Dependence Gone

A dead man walks through his life
As hypnotized, starts to see through
What used to be, blindfolded eyes
Lost images comes to numb mind

Stops dead halt and rechecks his view
And suddenly everything seems new
Slowly yet but with steady pace
A life in black turns a darker blue

Born again, as an old man
Realize all time was spent
Born again, old man
Dead man

A dead man stand alone
As mesmerized, then he turns around
He drops his noose from his hand
And starts to walk, a newborn member of the humankind

Dependence gone
Once out of hand
New born self control
Trust in his own mind
Dependence gone

A dead man walks through his life
As hypnotized, starts to see through
What used to be, blindfolded eyes
Stops dead halt and rechecks his view
And suddenly everything seems new

Born again
Dependence gone

04. Bound

A frantic journey in your soul
Protect your mind with fear
You're so good, you know it all
Which makes your conscience clear
Regressive feelings run through you
Your final hour is here
Eternal rest screams out its call
A silent sleep is near

The words you said has left me dead
Possessive
I'm bound to fail

Too late-I'm bound to
Deviate- I'm bound to
Can't relate-I'm bound to
I'm bound to hate!

Regressive feelings run through you
Your final hour is near
Eternal rest screams out its call
A fearless journey in your soul
Protect your mind with fear
You're so good, you know it all
Which makes your conscience clear

The words you said has left me dead
Possessive
I'm bound to fail

Too late

A fearless journey in your soul
Protect your mind with fear
You're so good, yeah
Which makes your fucking conscience
Crystal clear

Too late-I'm bound to
Deviate- I'm bound to
Can't relate-I'm bound to

Too late

05. Lost

Am I growing Dumb
Or just getting old
Am I getting numb
Or just growing up
Do I speak because I've been told
Or was I told to shut up
Am I doing my best
Or am I just losing my mind
Am I here at the god's behest
Or do I walk amongst the blind

Will I find that there's still time
Or will time still be running out

Life's a game
Life's a game
It's a shame
It's a shame
No one to blame
No one to blame
When you're falling down

Roll the dice
Roll the dice
Play it nice
Play it nice
You'll pay the price
You'll pay the price
You've lost your crown

I'm low on hope
My faith, soon gone
I feel no love
I've lost control
I cannot cope
It won't be long
'Til I've lost it all

Do I see it all
Or just what you choose to show me
How can I trust in you
After all the lies you've told me
Should I forgive and forget
Or live to regret that I forgive thee
How could I want for your love
Why should I hope for your love
Knowing that your love would kill me
Knowing that your love would kill me

Will I find that there's still time
Or will time still be running out

You can't win
You can't win
Life's a sin
Life's a sin
An once you're in
An once you're in
There's no way out

Got control
Got control
It'll rape your soul
Rape your soul
Your life unfolds
Life unfolds
So full of doubt

I'm low on hope
Life's a game
Roll the dice...
I'm low on hope
Have I lost it all

06. New God

Pathetic "majestics"
Infected perfection
Cosmetic genetics
Defected selections

"Laborate" with all, eyes sewn shut

Given all beauty
Taken for free
Molded to suit us
'Til nothings left be

New god
Self proclaimed
New god
Mankind

Synthetic domestics
Defected reflection
"Rhetoric-choholics"
Demented equation

Laborate with all, eyes sewn shut

Evolved through madness
"Humaniac" spawn greed
Slap-dash "extingt-ence"
Deconstructed new breed

New god
Self proclaimed deities
Ignorance is bliss
Manipulate all that is
Betray creation
With a Judas kiss

I'd rather be nothing
Than a part of
This fucked up behavior

New god
New god

07. So Be It

Welcome to this human hell
Where justice won't be served
Join me in a world gone mad
If you have got the nerve

Like a time bomb
The world set to explode

Do you feel that you are lost
Do you feel alone
You share this world with billions of people
But really, who do you know
...No one

No regret, passing on the blame
Nothings left, passing on the shame
So be it, no regret, so be it

Attracted by all the violence
That feeds your empty brain
Introduces you to reality
Your pleasure turns to pain

Like a time bomb
The world set to explode

Welcome to this
If you have got the nerve

I dare you

No regret, passing on the blame
Nothings left, passing on the shame
Realize, reality won't go away
Suffer it, there's no other way
So be it, no regret, so be it

Do you feel that you are lost
But really, who do you know
...No one
No regret
Passing on

08. Soulless

I hear you, I feel you
Inside my scattered brain
I felt to pure, so cleansed out
But I can't remove the stains
Remove the stains

I'm walking, so blindly
On through life's minefield
So naked, all stripped down
Without a protecting shield
Soulless

I smell you, I taste you
Even though you're not around
I'm soulless but so strong
And no one knows just what I've found
Just what I've found

Can't see the true meaning
Of human sacrifice
Can't take the strain to put up with all my own lies

Why can't I see, you're all around
No use to look, cuz you cant be found
Why can't I see, you cant be found
Why can't I see, you're all around
Soulless

I fear you, I feel you
Inside my battered brain
I felt to pure, so cleansed out
But I can't remove the stains
Remove the stains

I'm walking so blindly
Soulless

09. On My Own

Morning sun sets another day
Lights up my world ten shades of gray
I find no strength I've lost it all
No one's around when I take the fall

Day by day all moulded gray
It's all the same not much to say
You spoke to me with silver tongue
Spoke of times to come as past begun
Tope my soul with velvet lies
Then buried trust under pale bruised skies

I'm on my own
I can't count anymore on you
I'm on my own
All the lies that you told I've seen through

I can't take another day
All the colors turned to gray

I'm leaving everything behind
I'm so fed up there's nothing more to find

Walls closing in on who I used to be
Within my mind rage roaming free
Insomniac state of inebriety
Turned my back on what's sanity

I'm on my own...

I can't take another day
All the colors turned to gray
I'm on my own leaving everything behind
So fed up there's nothing more to...find

I'm leaving everything behind...

I'm on my own
I can't count anymore on you
I'm on my own
All my doubts has come true
I'm on my own
I can't count anymore on you
I'm on my own
All the lies that you told I've seen through

10. My Enemy I

I try to see clear, regret, can I be saved, oh fuck it

Forcing myself to face another day
Forcing myself to face another day
Trying hard to keep myself alive
How can it be
Breeding my enemy
How can I be the one that drains myself out

I am the one

Losing my mind
Choosing my life

The face in the mirror wants me dead
The face in my mirror mimics to
The voices
The voices in my head
My enemy I
I my enemy

The mirror stares back with an evil grin
I'm quite sure that he will never leave

How can it be
Breeding my enemy
How can I be the one that drains myself out

Am I to blame
Confront myself

How can it be
Breeding my enemy
How can I be the one that drains myself out

Am I the one

Losing my mind
Choosing my life

The face in the mirror wants me dead
The face in my mirror mimics to
The voices
The voices in my head
My enemy I
I my enemy

A different world, one of love and peace
Refuse to whore for corporate industries

The face in the mirror wants me dead
The face in my mirror mimics to
The voices
The voices in my head
My enemy I
I my enemy

11. Follow Not

You live a life of make pretense
But you just can't see
You live a lie until the end
You did as you was told
So easy to see
What they've done to bring you down

You can't ignore
The facts of whats wrong or right
So what's your life about

Follow
From the Cradle
Follow
To the grave

Your cries wont help you now
Cuz for all these years the lies they told
Stuck like glue to your mind
Read 'em, heard 'em, until they became
The voice of truth
Try to see what they do to fool
You around

You can't ignore

Follow

You can't ignore
The facts of what's wrong or right
You can't ignore
You can't give in
The facts of what's wrong or right
Wrong or right
Anymore

Follow
From the Cradle
To the grave
Follow

There's leaders and followers
I follow not

12. Get A Life

Don't you blame me
Look to yourself first
A creation fades
You bite the hand that feeds you
And spit in my face

Give up on yourself
Give up on yourself and all
Give up on yourself

If I cannot help you
Then which way will you turn
I've offered you my open hand
I'm the only bridge that you have not burned

Losing control
You are
Losing control
Over something you've never had
So get yourself a ... life

Don't you
Come fucking look to me
Cause you're in need
You've stabbed the ones
That truly did believe in you
Just to watch 'em bleed

Give up on yourself
Give up on yourself and all
Give up on yourself

If I cannot help you
Losing control
You are
Losing control
Over something you've never had
So get yourself a ... life
Control, something you've never had
Controlled, So get a fucking life

No wonder
That you look as half-past dead
Hypodermic scars
You've turned into a shadow figure
The poisons left its mark

Losing control
You are
Get a fucking life
Bitch

13. Free Your Mind

She wears tight clothing, high heeled shoes
It doesn't mean that she's a prostitute, hell no
She like rap music, wear pop clothes
That doesn't mean that she's sellin' dope no no no
Oh my forgive her for having straight hair, no
It doesn't mean there's another blood in her heir yeah yeah
I date another race or color
That -- doesn't mean a lot.

Why oh why must it be this way
Before you can read me you gotta learn how to see me, I said
Free your mind and the rest will follow
Be color blind, don't be so shallow.
Free your mind and the rest will follow
Be color blind, don't be so shallow

So she's a sistah
Buy things with cash
That really doesn't mean that all her credit's bad, oooh
So why dispute her and waste her time
Because you really think the price is too high for her
She can't look without being watched, and oh
You rang my buy before she made up my mind, OW!
Bullshit attitude, why even bother
I can't change your mind, you can't change the color

Why oh why must it be this way?
Before you can read me you gotta learn how to see me, I said
Free your mind and the rest will follow
Be color blind, don't be so shallow?
Free your mind and the rest will follow
Be color blind, don't be so shallow?
Free your mind
Be color blind
Free your mind
Be color blind

Yeah, she wears tight clothing and high heeled shoes
But that doesn't mean she's a prostitute
She like rap music, wear hip hop clothes
And that doesn't mean that she's sellin' dope
She's a sistah
Buy things with cash
And that really doesn't mean that all her credit's bad
So why dispute her and waste her time
You don't think the price is too high
Free your mind and the rest will follow
Be color blind, don't be so shallow?
Free your mind and the rest will follow
Be color blind, Free your mind

Why oh why must it be this way?
Before you can read me you gotta learn how to see me, I said
Free your mind and the rest will follow
Be color blind, don't be so shallow?
Free your mind and the rest will follow
Be color blind, don't be so shallow?
Free your mind
Be color blind
Free your mind
Free your mind
Free your mind

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