Tracks

01. This Calling
02. Not Alone
03. It Dwells In Me
04. We Stand
05. Whispers (I Hear You)
06. The Weak Willed
07. Six
08. Become the Catalyst
09. The Air That I Breathe
10. Empty Inside
11. Indictment



01. This Calling

I secretly crave, crave that scent again
Still feel lit pressing on me now
Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening
I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again

And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling

No secrets, deception for these would tear this down
I'll note the past spare the pain
Words match my deeds with brutal honesty
Never forget these choices were made by me

And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling out

Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me
Though I am fearful I can not prevent this tragedy
My strengths been tested I wear the scars that prove
Still I believe that this calling will see me through

And I hear this calling still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling out

My strengths been tested I wear the scars that prove
Still I believe that this calling will see me through.


02. Not Alone

No more
No more are the days that I will
Fear for I have found a strength that
None can match and I'll push forward

Never has the blood in my veins
Flowed so fiercely as when I feel this around me
I am whole

I'm not alone with the touch of your hand I am whole again
I'm not alone with the touch of your hand I am whole again

Now I feel the passion burning
This what drives me further
Strengthens my resolve to push me further

And I believe I am alone

I'm not alone with the touch of your hand I am whole again
I'm not alone with the touch of your hand I am whole again

Give me hot steel, go

No more are the days that I will
Fear for I have found a strength that
None can match and I'll push further

Now I feel the passion burning
This what drives me further
Strengthens my resolve to push me further

I'm not alone with the touch of your hand I am whole again
I'm not alone with the touch of your hand I am whole again


03. It Dwells In Me

Now hold this tight don't let go
No burden
I can't forget the past is real
No longer fight this feeling
No burden
I can't erase what you've become this time

I cast doubt no longer
I am able I am strong
And now it dwells in me

True to this cause I hunger
I count the days that pass me by
I'll do what I know is right
No failure shall befall me this time

I cast doubt no longer
I am able I am strong
And now it dwells in me

I cast doubt aside

I cast doubt no longer
I am able I am strong
And now it dwells in me

I'm strong and it dwells in me


04. We Stand

As if this could change us
Our roots are deeper than that

Born and bred the masters of
Ourselves
And of our hearts

Take the best of me and
Watch my world fall apart
Still I remain steadfast in my heart

Walk a darkened road and
We will be our own light
Our foundation our core is strong
Stand for what is right

We stand again, it breaks my heart
The anger burns, and I fall apart

Seasons change me
But they won't change my core
I have struggled and fought for less
Still this I know

Belief within my self
Shall drive me further
Still I fear that that past remains
And so shall I

Still I fear that that past remains
And so shall I-

We stand again, it breaks my heart
The anger burns, and I fall apart

As if this could change us
Our roots are deeper than that

We stand again, it breaks my heart
The anger burns, and I fall apart


05. Whispers (I Hear You)

It may seem at last day passing mean nothing
But the sun that set cause only pain
Violence in words like slashes wound deeply
Love is not when you feel only pain

Her touch poison flows through my veins
No more I denounce all your childish games

Whispers (I hear you)
Poison (flows in me)
Lost inside of you, I'm not free of you
Break my bonds again

Love lost arrogant whore paint strife on this canvas
Failure I am a fool I should have seen
Whispers poison break my bonds again
Love lost failure I should have seen

Whispers (I hear you)
Poison (flows in me)
Lost inside of you, I'm not free of you
Break my bonds again

It may seem at last day passing mean nothing
But the sun that set cause only pain
Violence in words like slashes wound deeply
Love is not when you feel only pain

No more regrets
Face my fear alone


06. The Weak Willed

I will not give in to fascist beliefs and I am not a fool
I will not let pride in my core be rooted out
I will stand firm on my beliefs
Live life the master of my destiny
See no other way to live

I am not the weak willed
Nor am I a fool who can not see
I am not the weak willed
I will not let pride destroy me

Wise men can see the difference in compromise
And laying down ones beliefs

There shall be wisdom in my beliefs
They shall be rooted in strength not failure

With lies on your tongue seek to deceive
You've fallen victim to the human condition
And it's lead to your defeat

I am not the weak willed
Nor am I a fool who can not see
I am not the weak willed
I will not let pride destroy me

I will not let pride destroy me


07. Six

I wish I was free of this

I see her in my dreams
Wish that she wasn't there
But she still haunts me and I

Still feel her breath on me
Still want to taste her skin
But I know that would kill me

No damn her, still I choke on her lies
Still reeling from her last caress her good-bye
Oh how this sickens me
This wretched fools affair
I can't erase this from me

And now it permeates
And every thought I feel
The anger writhes in my soul

No damn her I feel my stomach turn
Choke back hold my head high I'm strong
No damn her still I choke on her lies

Not reeling I'm strong


08. Become the Catalyst

For fear my eyes are closed
I'll shut this out no more
Embrace this and become the catalyst

And now it swells in me
Smash all my defenses down
I'll take this I'll let the fire consume me

I will not fall I will not fail
I pound the walls I shake the cage
I will not fall I will not fail
Let this fire consume me

This burning passion it fills me with desire
And it drives me and drives my cause
I'm filled with reasons, but reason drive me further
Disdain for disbelief will stay this course

Oh, let the fire consume me
Let the fire burn
Let the courage run through me
Let the fire burn


09. The Air That I Breathe

I will not relent no, no
Never live with defeat never falter
This like the air that I breathe
I will not choke on failure

I am a mortal man
But I'm not fallen
I'm not broken
I am a mortal man But I'll
Hold tight to my beliefs

I have suffered defeat, pain, loss
Still I push to the edge, never falter
For this cement my beliefs
I'll will not choke on failure

I will not relent


10. Empty Inside

I can't show pain long for the days
When I am free to feel
Don't wan to lose everything
Just want to feel again
My heart would burst from you
If that would make things right

I don't feel anything
Outside the pain you bring
Starting over doesn't look so bad this time

I am not empty inside
Though I long to make this right
Emotions still touch me
Still I can't feel a thing
Like ghosts that melt into fog
And leave me cold

Only shadows and impressions
Are left for me to hold
My heart would burst for you if
That would make you whole

I am not empty inside
Though I long to make this right


11. Indictment

Eyes filled with hatred
When they fall upon me
You worship gods of violence and bigotry
Forgetting lessons learned that prove these
The wrong ideals

Don't let me follow in the foot steps
I won't embrace these wrong ideals
This thirst for violence domination
It only serves your wrong beliefs

This is my indictment of your beliefs
This is my indictment of what you hold dear

My eyes have seen the horrors that you
Commit in the name of your god
Your god is violence your god is unholy

Eyes fill with hatred when they fall upon me

Invoke the name and watch the masses turn on us
For fear that I embody what you fear
Your god is violence your god is unholy

Watch out

Invoke the name and watch the masses turn on us
For fear that I embody what you fear
Your god is violence your god is unholy