Tracks

01. Intro
02. See Who I Am
03. Jillian (I'd Give My Heart)
04. Stand My Ground
05. Pale
06. Forsaken
07. Angels
08. Memories
09. Aquarius
10. It's The Fear
11. Somewhere
12. A Dangerous Mind
13. The Swan Song
14. Overcome
15. Towards The End
16. Destroyed
17. Jane Doe
18. Say My Name



01. Intro

Instrumental


02. See Who I Am

Is it true what they say
Are we too blind to find a way?
Fear of the unknown
Clouds our hearts today.

Come into my world,
See through my eyes.
Try to understand,
Don't want to lose what we have.

We've been dreaming
But who can deny,
It's the best way of living
Between the truth and the lies.

See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands

This is not the end.

Fear is withering the soul
At the point of no return.
We must be the change we wish to see.

I'll come into your world,
See through your eyes.
I'll try to understand,
Before we lose what we have.

We just can't stop believing
Because we have to try.
We can rise above their truth and their lies.

See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
Let's show them that we can
Free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands.

This is not the end.

I hear their silence
Preaching my blame.
Will our strength remain
If their power reigns?

See who I am,
Break through the surface.
Reach for my hand,
And show them that we can
Free our minds and find a way.
The world is in our hands.

This is not the end.


03. Jillian (I'd Give My Heart)

I've been dreaming for so long,
To find a meaning
To understand.
The secret of life,
Why am I here
To try again?

Will I always,
Will you always
See the truth
When it stares you in the face?
Will I ever
Will I never free myself
By breaking these chains?

I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.
I'd turn it back, it's my fault.
Your destiny is forlorn,
Have to live till it's undone.
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.
I'd turn it back
And then at last
I'll be on my way.

I've been living for so long,
Many seasons have passed me by.
I've seen kingdoms through ages
Rise and fall,
I've seen it all.

I've seen the horror,
I've seen the wonders
Happening just in front of my eyes.
Will I ever
Will I never free myself by making it right?

I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.
I'd turn it back, it's my fault.
Your destiny is forlorn,
Have to live till it's undone.
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.
I'd turn it back
And then at last
I'll be on my way.

Jillian
Our dream ended long ago.
All our stories
And all our glory
I held so dear.
We won't be together for ever and ever,
No more tears.
I'll always be here
Untill the end...

(Jillian, no more tears...
Jillian, no more tears...)

I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.
I'd turn it back, it's my fault.
Your destiny is forlorn,
Have to live till it's undone.
I'd give my heart, I'd give my soul.
I'd turn it back
And then at last
I'll be on my way.


04. Stand My Ground

I can see
When you stay low nothing happens
Does it feel right?

Late at night
Things I thought I put behind me
Haunt my mind

I just know there's no escape
Now once it sets its eyes on you
But I won't run,
Have to stare it in the eye

Stand my ground, I won't give in
No more denying, I've got to face it
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
If I don't make it, someone else will
Stand my ground

It's all around
Getting stronger, coming closer
Into my world

I can feel
That it's time for me to face it
Can I take it?

Though this might just be the ending
Of the life I held so dear
But I won't run,
There's no turning back from here

Stand my ground, I won't give in
No more denying, I've got to face it
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
If I don't make it, someone else will
Stand my ground

All I know for sure is I'm trying
I will always stand my ground

Stand my ground, I won't give in
No more denying, I've got to face it
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside
If I don't make it, someone else will
Stand my ground


05. Pale

The world seems not the same
Though I know nothing has changed
It's all my state of mind
I can't leave it all behind
I have to stand up to be stronger

I have to try
To break free
From the thoughts in my mind
Use the time that I have
I can say goodbye
Have to make it right
Have to fight
'Cause I know in the end it's worthwhile
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away
It will be all right

I know
I should realize
Time is precious
It is worthwhile
Despite how I feel inside
Have to trust it'll be alright
Have to stand up to be stronger

I have to try
To break free
From the thoughts in my mind
Use the time that I have
I can say goodbye
Have to make it right
Have to fight
'Cause I know in the end it's worthwhile
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away
It will be all right

Oh, this night is too long
Have no strength to go on
No more pain I'm floating away

Through the mist I see the face
Of an angel, calls my name
I remember you're the reason I have to stay

I have to try
To break free
From the thoughts in my mind
Use the time that I have
I can say goodbye
Have to make it right
Have to fight
'Cause I know in the end it's worthwhile
That the pain that I feel slowly fades away
It will be all right


06. Forsaken

Now the day has come
We are forsaken this time

We lived our lives
In our paradise
As Gods we shaped the world around
No borderlines
We stayed behind
No boundaries is something fragile

Well we thought we were gaining
We turned back the time
It still slips away
Our time has run out
Our future has died
There's no more escape

Now the day has come
We are forsaken
There's no time any more
Life will pass us by
We are forsaken
We're the last of our kind

The sacrifice
Was much to hide
Our grief just made us all go on
We try to hide what we fear inside
Today is the end of tomorrow

As the sea started rise
And the land that we conquered
It just washed away
We all have tried
To turn back the time
It was all in vain

Now the day has come
We are forsaken
There's no time any more
Life will pass us by
We are forsaken
Only rules stay below

(Een hoop gebrabbel)

Now the day has come
We are forsaken this time

Now the day has come
We are forsaken
There's no time any more

Now the day has come,
The day has come


07. Angels

Sparkling angel
I believe
You are my saviour
In my time of need

Blinded by faith
I couldn't hear
All the whispers
The warning's so clear

I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door
There is no escape now
Now mercy no more

No remorse 'cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart
Deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams
I wished they'd turn to real
You broke the promise
And made me realise
It was all just a lie

Sparkling angel
Couldn't see
Your dark intentions
Your feelings for me

Fallen angel
Tell me why?
What is the reason?
The thorn in your eye

I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door
There is no escape now
No mercy no more

No remorse 'cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart
Deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams
I wished they'd turn to real
You broke the promise
And made me realise
It was all just a lie

Could have been forever
Now we have reached the end

This world may have failed you
It doesn't give the reason why
You could have chosen
A different path of life

The smile when you tore me apart

You took my heart
Deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams
I wished they'd turn in to real
You broke a promise
And made me realise
It was all just a lie

Could have been forever
Now we have reached the end


08. Memories

In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods: let him stay

The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why

All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears

Made me promise I'd try
To find my way back in this life
I hope there is a way
To give me a sign you're okay
Reminds me again
It's worth it all
So I can go home

All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears

Together in all these memories
I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling you know I love you till the end of time

All of my memories
Keep you near
In silent moments
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers, silent tears


09. Aquarius

I hear your whispers
Break the silence
And it calms me down
Your taste on my lips
Your salty kisses

They say I'm seeking up the danger
That one day you won't let me go
(I'll drown, you'll take me down)

I need you Aquarius
Enchanted I will have to stay.
I feel you Aquarius
'Cause you don't see, set me free
You call to me Aquarius
(You call to me, you set me free)

I relinquish
To your powers
From your grasp
I just can't hide

I missed the danger
I had to conquer
You made me feel alive

They say I have to be aware
That one day you won't let me go
Take me down

I need you Aquarius
Enchanted I will have to stay.
I feel you Aquarius
'Cause you don't see, set me free
You call to me Aquarius
(You call to me, you set me free)

I long for you Aquarius
I need to be with you again
I fear you, Aquarius
My destiny 'till the end

I need you Aquarius
Enchanted I will have to stay.
I feel you Aquarius
'Cause you don't see, set me free
You call to me Aquarius
(You call to me, you set me free)


10. It's The Fear

It awaits for the day
Will let it out
Give it a reason
To give its might

I fear of who I am becoming
I fear that I'm losing
The struggle within
I can no longer restrain it
My strength, it is fading
I have to give in

It's the fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
They won, they will come alive
(Have to save)
To save my beloved,
There is no escape
'Cause my faith is horror and doom

Hold down your head now
Just let me pass by
Don't feed my fear
If you don't want it out

I fear for who I'm becoming
I feel that I'm losing
All beauty within
I can no longer restrain it
My strength it is fading
I have to give in

It's the fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
They won, they will come alive
(Have to save)
To save my beloved,
There is no escape
'Cause my faith is horror and doom

Long ago it came to me
And ever since that day
Infected with its rage
But it ends today.

It's the fear of the dark
It's growing inside of me
They won, they will come alive
(Have to save)
To save my beloved,
There is no escape
'Cause my faith is horror and doom


11. Somewhere

Lost in the darkness
Hoping for a sign
Instead there's only silence
Can't you hear my screams?

Never stop hoping
Need to know where you are
But one thing's for sure
You're always in my heart

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying
Until my dying day
I just need to know
Whatever has happened
The truth will free my soul

Lost in the darkness
Tried to find your way home
I want to embrace you
And never let you go

Almost hope you're in heaven
So no one can hurt your soul
Living in agony
Cause I just do not know
Where you are

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying
Until my dying day
I just need to know
Whatever has happened
The truth will free my soul

Wherever you are
I won't stop searching
Whatever it takes me to know

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying
Until my dying day
I just need to know
Whatever has happened
The truth will free my soul


12. A Dangerous Mind

I'm searching for answers
'cause something is not right.
I follow the signs,
I'm close to the fire.

I fear that soon you'll reveal
Your dangerous mind.

It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
I fear your smile and the promise inside.
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
I fear your presence, I'm frozen inside.

I'm searching for answers
Not questioned before.
The curse of awareness,
There's no peace of mind.
As your true colours show
A dangerous sign.

It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
I see the truth that you've buried inside.
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
There is no mercy just anger I find.

I just have know, while I still have time.
Do I have to run, or hide away from you?

It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
I see the truth that you've buried inside.
It's in your eyes, what's on your mind.
There is no mercy just anger I find.


13. The Swan Song

Winter has come for me, can't carry on.
The chains to my life are strong but soon they'll be gone.
I'll spread my wings one more time.

Is it a dream?
All the ones I have loved calling out my name.
The sun warms my face.
All the days of my life, I see them passing me by.

In my heart I know I can let go.
In the end I will find some peace inside.
New wings are growing tonight.

Is it a dream?
All the ones I have loved calling out my name.
The sun warms my face.
All the days of my life, I see them passing me by.

As I am soaring I'm one with the wind.
I am longing to see you again, it's been so long.
We will be together again.

Is it a dream?
All the ones I have loved calling out my name.
The sun warms my face.
All the days of my life, I see them passing me by.


14. Overcome

Where are the heroes in my time of need
Is my crying abandoned or have they gone? Oh no
They just tend to stand out of the rain
Thinking but not acting that they're not to blame
Falling and crawling a fight to stand up
Memory still haunts me in the dead of night
Over and over I felt so small
But one day I'll be stronger and you better watch out

(I will overcome)
In violence there's silence oh no, it can't be undone
(I will overcome)
Knowing that I'm not the only one
(I will overcome)
It's the only way to carry on

Where are the saviours afraid of the toll?
Sorry, do my nine inch nails slash your soul?
Such heroes throwing stones
Straight at the one, who is standing alone?
Twisting and turning, it's always the same
The truth is never honest when you're to blame
Pushing and pulling, never give in
One day I wish you see you're not so beautiful within

(I will overcome)
In violence there's silence oh no, it can't be undone
(I will overcome)
Knowing that I'm not the only one
(I will overcome)
It's the only way to carry on

Run and run...
Run and run...

(I will overcome)
In violence there's silence oh no, it can't be undone
(I will overcome)
Knowing that I'm not the only one
(I will overcome)
It's the only way to carry on, I will overcome


15. Towards The End

The turn against
The world we know
Now our destiny
Will be decided

We have to send our brothers in arms
With pain in our heart
We watched them go
Will they return?

Truth is we had no choice
We'll try to shield those we can
No better world
Let this end

Mothers cry
Our boys die
But we'll stand 'till the end


16. Destroyed

I did my best to please you
But my best was never good enough
Somehow you're only able to see
All I am not

Did you ever look behind
Aren't you afraid of the pieces you'll find
I have failed you
But you have failed me too

It's so easy to destroy and condemn
The ones you do not understand
Do you ever wonder if it's justified

It's so easy to destroy and condemn
The ones you do not understand
In your life why didn't you ever try

I close my eyes as I walk the thin line between love and hate
For the person with the same blood in his veins

You show no regrets
About all the things you did or said
I have failed you
But believe me you failed me too

It's so easy to destroy and condemn
The ones you do not understand
Do you ever wonder if it's justified

It's so easy to destroy and condemn
The ones you do not understand
In your life why didn't you ever try

It's so easy to destroy and condemn
The ones you do not understand
Do you ever wonder if it's justified

It's so easy to destroy and condemn
The ones you do not understand
Do you ever wonder if it's justified


17. Jane Doe

Why, you just won't leave my mind?
Was this the only way?
I couldn't let you stay

Run away, hide away
The secrets in your mind
Sacrificed just her life
For a higher love

No matter how many stones you put inside.
She'll always keeps on floating in your mind.
With every turn of your head you see her face again,
Until the end, over and over again.

Why, you just won't leave my mind?
Was this the only way?
I couldn't let you stay

Told the truth she laughed at you
Something snapped inside.
She had to go or they would know,
All you tried to hide

The sins of your life are now catching up with you.
You can't stay ahead.
There's nothing you can do.
With every turn of your head you see her face again,
Until the end, over and over again.

Why, you just won't leave my mind?
Was this the only way?
I couldn't let you stay

Why, you just won't leave my mind?
Was this the only way?
I couldn't let you stay

Why, you just won't leave my mind?
Was this the only way?
I couldn't let you stay


18. Say My Name

Say my name
So I will know you're back
You're here again for a while
Oh let us share
The memories that only
We can share together
Tell me about
The days before I was born
How we were as children

You touch my hand
As colours come alive
In your heart and in your mind
I cross the borders of time
Leaving today behind
To be with you again

We breathe the air
Do you remember how
You used to touch my hand
You're not aware
Your hands keep still
You just don't know that I am here
It hurts too much
I pray now that soon
You release to where you belong

You touch my hand
As colours come alive
In your heart and in your mind
I cross the borders of time
Leaving today behind
To be with you again

Please say my name
Remember who I am
You will find me in the world of yesterday
You'll drift away again
Too far from where I am
When you ask me who I am

Say my name
As colours come alive
In your heart and in your mind
I cross the borders of time
Leaving today behind
To be with you again

Say my name