Disequilibrium
Epicenter of neutron pollution
Man has stepped beyond -
Over the threshold of existence

The plague of cellular devastation
Has spread too fast all over
Membranes without shelter
Radioactivity exposure

It's all beyond reclaim
Now it's late to master the pain
We turn eyes back once again
Our memories will be our last friend

"I have become death -
the destroyer of worlds"
A bringer of life's abolition
I open the gates to nihilo

Few hours left to the complete holocaust
Extinction comes after the final mistake
The essence of life is now lost
For this there are no existing brakes

Organisms disintegrate
Life suffocates
DNA abuse
No hope for regeneration

Dead winds lash the surface
Now eternity begins
The beauty of life is blackened
Universe has no longer an aim

Aeons of sick progression
Mistaken evolution
An inner strife for suffering
A suicide of all mankind

Some fictional enemy
Triggered that annihilation
Terrorist activity
Caused the world's obliteration

Your logic's very strong -
that's what I have to say
But you think life always follows
your concrete logic's way

You see behind the future
You analyze the past
You fail to see, however -
they bind before your eyes

Believe me, every second
creates a whole new life
And you never know for sure
what's gonna be outside

You live a life confined
in your distinguished schemes
But some day you will find -
it's never as it seems

Cryogenic somnia -
this is how your life dissipates
You lose the tick, your eyes erased
You end up following your eerie trace

Consume your all existence
with your intrinsic trait -
with merciless persistence
to balance on the blade

You can't expect reality
to magnify your visions
and always be ancillary
to your long-term-made decisions

You love to play with people
as if they're wooden dolls
and set your ruthless gamefield
for puppets without souls

You go to work at eight
You always plan ahead
But how are you so sure -
tomorrow you won't be dead?

Don't hide yourself behind deceitful smiles
I know it's relentless and makes no sense at all
Rather try to stare into your mind
and answer all the questions that once fell

Don't hide - I see

Through perception comes the ability to change
meaningless words have always been uttered in vain

Masquerade cannot alleviate
better dissipate your empty faith
Don't pretend to be insane
because I see inside your pain

Don't hide - I see inside your pain(2)

For what do you live -
hiding behind solemn emptiness
One day you will see -
your pain will be your domain

You have chosen the wrong way of behaving
where truth is distorted and vague
Tell me where is your inner self
think before lying once again

Veil hides emptiness
Swansong of despair
Fall in the abyss
of your own true self

A sickness of mankind
Born in the ancient dusk
Designed to block the progress of nations
Pseudo-spiritual enemy of civilization
Are you a disciple?

Institutions of the evil
Maintaining the faith in some goodness
Bolstered by fanatism and fear
To keep them under control

The flight of human spirit-
Trapped in a cage of canons
Captured by dogmatic schemes
Halted by religious fears

The true faith does not need fuel
The true faith lacks dimensions
The true faith means freedom
The true faith is not at all a
Fanatic devotion

For all the ages of spiritual oppression
Our need to find a sense has been subjected
Transformed into an allegiance of fear
Dogmatic lies make inner image disappear

With bestial devotion spreading only lies
Your faith on earth - perpetual surmise
Avalanching crowds of psychos
21st century disciples

Hidden in the shadow of the past
and lurking in the silhouette of the future
Existing with one and single aim
To arrange our fates and lives

Consumer of innocence
Consumer of souls
Consumer of happiness
Consumer of our thoughts

He is a partner of death
Standing like a carnivorous vampire
Smiling greedily at the human failure
A product of his grim activity

Arranged as mechanisms in a clock
A chain of clean perfection
The suffering of others is his food
He is a tumor in the flesh of society

Coming like a friend
Striving for your trust
At once he will enslave you
Craving for your soul

I stand alone.
Same as before.
Lost in my home.
Forever more.

I search for a reason to escape
My monotonic universe.
Before me rising into shape
An endless path with no reverse.

I've reached the point of no return.
In lonely hell I slowly burn.
And no one's there to set me free
And no one cares 'bout what I feel.

They say that I'm the one to blame
They think I'll die from my own shame
But I will find my closest friend
The living nightmare's gonna end.

I'll no more be unwanted.
In my universe
The ghosts that kept me haunted
Will lift their tragic curse.

I've killed the point of no return
In lonely hell I no more burn.
Now someone's here to set me free
And someone cares 'bout what I feel.

Diving into my despair
Deep and deep downhill
Long time ago my life was there
Today I reaped my own black seed

Guilt is what I'm forced to feel
For unknown reason now I repeal
All that I am and want to be
Already dead inside of me

Within my nutshell now I wither
My castle turns to a dreadful prison
Shreds of thoughts - inside they litter
The barren desert of my wisdom

Yeah - I'm a prisoner in myself

This is neverending nightmare
Won't somebody help me?
Day by day my candle burns
I'm not the one who used to be

The ghosts of traumas of the past
Are haunting my subconscious realm
They block my sanity and kill my trust
Exposing me to a sea of fears

My doleful soul is suffocating
Caught by unknown inner enemy
I see a reflection in the mirror
Of a person that is strange to me

A time of serenity
After keeping the same illusions
I turn to me
I think I've drawn the right conclusions