Be less depressed, that might be useful.

Written by Øyvind on 19.10.2007 at 11:28

Be less depressed, that might be useful.

Yeah i know what you mean. Should try changing that myself but life aint that easy. Good luck

Written by MadGatsu on 21.10.2007 at 03:23


Yeah i know what you mean. Should try changing that myself but life aint that easy. Good luck

Thanks. I depends on whether you make it easy for yourself. I don't know how to do it.

Written by Øyvind on 22.10.2007 at 09:11

Written by MadGatsu on 21.10.2007 at 03:23


Yeah i know what you mean. Should try changing that myself but life aint that easy. Good luck

Thanks. I depends on whether you make it easy for yourself. I don't know how to do it.

I dunno either..People say only you can change that in yourself, but i dunno....if u dont have anyones support, it only makes it worse.

i would change the chemicals in my brain, i have clinical depression, its gay:wall:

Written by MadGatsu on 22.10.2007 at 15:01

Written by Øyvind on 22.10.2007 at 09:11

Written by MadGatsu on 21.10.2007 at 03:23


Yeah i know what you mean. Should try changing that myself but life aint that easy. Good luck

Thanks. I depends on whether you make it easy for yourself. I don't know how to do it.

I dunno either..People say only you can change that in yourself, but i dunno....if u dont have anyones support, it only makes it worse.

Maybe find someone to share stuff? I know that doesn't work for me, but I know people who find that useful.

What would I want to change about myself? I guess I would want to be less pessimistic. It would probably be nice to have even an illusion of hope. And I find things more and more pointless. :-\

Written by TDFX on 27.10.2007 at 02:45

Written by MadGatsu on 22.10.2007 at 15:01

Written by Øyvind on 22.10.2007 at 09:11

Written by MadGatsu on 21.10.2007 at 03:23


Yeah i know what you mean. Should try changing that myself but life aint that easy. Good luck

Thanks. I depends on whether you make it easy for yourself. I don't know how to do it.

I dunno either..People say only you can change that in yourself, but i dunno....if u dont have anyones support, it only makes it worse.

Maybe find someone to share stuff? I know that doesn't work for me, but I know people who find that useful.

What would I want to change about myself? I guess I would want to be less pessimistic. It would probably be nice to have even an illusion of hope. And I find things more and more pointless. :-\

Sharing, yes, but then they share their problems with me, so we're back where we started.

i would change my drug addiction!

I'd like to make peace with my parents, especially my mother. Don't know if I'll ever be able too though.

i think i should be more feminine, rather than wearing a trench coat band tee and army boots everyday and that i should wear make up.....but i feel so uncomfortable like that.

i also wish i had more confidence to do things, because at the moment i cant even go and be with my friends in a group.

and wit the feminine thing, because i dont dress like a girl ill never have a boyfriend and i dont have any confidence...oh great.

id also stop selfharm because people think i am sick for doing it....

I would change my weird inferiority complex. Because it makes me very awkward, so much that it is becoming a problem. It seems that no matter what I do, it won't go away. And even though I know it's there, I can't stop apologizing to everyone about everything... o.O XD

i love me as i am maybe it would be good to be a little less nervy towards other people who love me...
i would like to change many things in my lifestyle...

well, right now i just wish i could go back a coulple of weeks in time, and then change or do things in a different manner, so that my relationship could be stable...

i'd trade my face for another one. i hate my stupid acne, it's one of the gayest things ever(had it for about 5 years now). if i could just somehow turn it into a wall or something and smash it.. lol even if my acne was a little adorable kitten i'd still maim it with a chainsaw.

Be more creative

Written by Valentin B on 21.04.2008 at 11:55

i'd trade my face for another one. i hate my stupid acne

Well, you will have a new face in a few years. That should make you feel better about it.

Written by Necrogeddon on 23.02.2008 at 02:42
and wit the feminine thing, because i dont dress like a girl ill never have a boyfriend and i dont have any confidence...oh great.

I know you wrote this a long time ago, but I only read it now... Anyway, I'd just like you to know that dressing the way you do will never be an obstacle for finding a boyfriend. Of course it might keep away guys who like their mini-skirt-tight-top-big-bosomed-cheerleader-type chicks, but I'm sure that isn't the kind of man you're after either, or is it? Btw, trenchcoats rule. Got one myself right here.

About the one thing I'd change in myself... I wouldn't waste that one pick with physical issues. There's a lot I'd like to change in how I look, but there are more important things I should change in my personality. Like, for instance, being more ambitious. I settle too much with what I've got, in fear (?) of losing it if I take a chance to move forward. That's a stupid thing to do, but hey...

Phew, here we go.

First off, I'd like to start taking a serious grab in school, since I've managed to literally fuck up my two last years at gymnasium, and currently I'm heading for a career as... well... nothing, really.

Second, I'd like to start working out for real, which is something that I've said for two years now, and still havn't managed doing.

Lastly, being a bit more social in general, and dare to speak to another human, whom I don't know, would really help.

what i'd change about my life... or myself..
shit. i'd give myself some motivation for the future. i really dont give a fuck about school and i want that to change before i start failing. im still passing everything, but i dont know how far im going to go with that. i do fine with goin out and seein people all the time.. but... i fail epicly at school just cause i really dont care and i know that hurts some people around me who fear for my downfall.

geh. its hard to explain. all i know is its probably going to pain me in the future if i dont pick up.

also i would be more forward with people and have the confidence to put across my view

Written by Øyvind on 19.10.2007 at 11:28

Be less depressed, that might be useful.

Be red n white man than you be more hapyer

No, depression is caused by the college I'm attending, not by the fact that Partizan is leading the Superleague And where the hell did you dig up that old post

Also less annoying...

I wish : more active , optimistic
I wish : keep away from days that are past and penitence about that

I would change my country of origin! Norway, Sweden, Holland. Any of these would do! If I could I would relocate but alas, I am a starving musician.

I'd fix my atygmatism so I wouldn't have to wear glasses.
Also I'd remove my blushing. i can say anythin I want, anywhere, to anyone, but I'll still blush spite I don't feel ashamed.

Written by Necrogeddon on 22.04.2008 at 23:01

also i would be more forward with people and have the confidence to put across my view

I also need to change that. People have said that to me many times.

i'd like to have a little more points in my IQ

besides, everything is OK, especially my physical health LOL

I'm too shy, lazzy and my social life isn't that good...

I mean.. I'm the kind of person that everybody thinks that he's cool and that stuff... I have friends in my school and so on.

But on weekends I don't use to do anything... I don't go out with my friends or something... I'm just to shy for it... I don't even have an explanation for that.
And when I came back to school I'm very social with all my classmates.
I seriously don't know what's wrong with me @____@

I would change the fact that I'm so selfish and self-absorbed.

I would also change the fact that I act out of guilt so much.