We try to estimate our prize in others eyes

One dignity delays for all
None evade memorial crumbs

Thoughts - the nearest dreams recede - unrealized
They have - Power to kill without power to die

I can wade grief all pools of it I'm used to that
But oftentimes among my mind god was profaned
Bisected now by bleaker pain I hate the despair
Thart devastated nonsense's real so easy to repair

They say that time assuages - time never did assuage

Thought are so far of the mind
Self-existence you have to find

Pain is anterior to the life - Pain is posterior to the death

There is a dismay
There is a despair
There is a mistrust
There is a fear

While we were fearing it
It came but came with less of fear
Because that fearing it so
long had almost made it fair

Fear is a test of the trouble but it is not a remedy
If such it prove it prove too there was no melady

Retreat- was out of hope
Behind - a sealed route
Before the white flag
At eternity's gate

Chatter your reality
Recreate the rules of play
No more blood no more pain
Your life on you depends

I am part of you - I create your view
I do not change conviction - I do not feel restriction

I immunized against your system -
You ask me who am I

I refused your world
I refused your language
I destroyed your culture
To create myself

Images are disappointing accustomed to illusion
I feeding imperfection imposture and predictions

We grow accustomed to the dark
When the light is put away

And so we move as far
As enemies

The thought behind we try to join
Unto the thought before

Death is a dialogue between the spirit and the dust
Dilapidation's processes are organized decays
Fundamental cause going from the world we know
Life is only pain but dying is a different way

We make ourselves a place apart
Behind light words that tease and flout

And so we move as far
As enemies